失恋的人不要哭，单恋的人更不要哭 他不懂你，可是其实，没有人真的懂另一个人 不要太在意，没有人是真的一辈子能让你依靠的 笑一笑，没什么事请过不了 "I can live alone, if self-respected, and circumstances require me so to do. I need not sell my soul to buy bliss. I have an inward treasure born with me, which can keep me alive if all extraneous delights should be with held, or offered only at a price I cannot afford to give." Jane Eyre
PS: 好好听，歌词也好感动，应该都勾起那些失望的回忆了吧？Touching lyrics, a sad song that brings back all those disappointing memories.. Who doesn't have a story that belongs to themselves? Sometimes, only music is the one that is able to bring out your true emotions (':
Have been giving myself constant reminders to update this space of mine, but I just don't have the time for this.. I don't really have time now too.. This is kind of a cheat post.. It's just a post to share a song that I really like with anyone who reads my blog (: Maroon 5 is just an amazing band (:
You and I go hard, at each other like we going to war
You and I go rough, we keep throwing things and slammin' the door
You and I get so, damn dysfunctional we stopped keeping score
You and I get sick, yah I know that we can't do this no more
But baby there you again, there you again making me love you
Yeah I stopped using my head, using my head let it all go
Got you stuck on my body, on my body like a tattoo
And now i'm feeling stupid, feeling stupid crawling back to you So I cross my heart, and I hope to die, that I'll only stay with you one more night
And I know I said it a million times
But i'll only stay with you one more night
Trying to tell you no, but my body keeps on telling you yes Trying to tell you stop, but your lipstick got me so out of breath I'd be waking up, in the morning probably hating myself And i'd be waking up, feeling satisfied but guilty as hell
PS: My short 20 days holidays was over in a flash, and I'm now 3 weeks into school.. My holidays and money was well spent ~ (T_T) Currently bankrupt now.. I will try to post my holidays and it's a holiday I want to remember.. & also a motivation for me to get through 5 more weeks of school! (: Everybody hold on tight now!!
Edited: Saw this on Sam's blog~!! HAHAHA~! I am so glad to have this keyboard friend, remember how we used to MSN till we debate, quarrel in the middle of the night.. Then next morning we are still best friends~ LOL (: Although now we spend lesser times together, but we still know what we're supposed to know abt each other and still care.? Maybe this bitch don't care about me seriously. If I need a hug she'd just give me one tight slap ba. LOL. But her texts are what keeps me believing that she still heart me yo! Truths only comes out when she spams keyboard hahhaa~~! Virtual hugs!
Unlike girls, one FFFFF is all you need and then boooom they will fall out. Though shiman may be the exception, countless FFFFF has been thrown at her but we never fall out. But I know there are times when she also buay song also.
Reply: Of course some times will buay song what~~! We are so FFFF different~! But ah ya, you know I got a mind wired like a boy sometimes. anything just SUA SUA only~! Forgiving much, will stick by your ass forever.. hahaha~! Yeap, as long as you dont cross the line you know I don't mind doing certain things for you/friends~! (: No matter how many times you FFFFF me, as long as your heart still treats me as a friend, I won't let go of our 孽缘的～！！I will never forget you CCB on the phone at me before ! :P
Just wanna blog about this song cuz I relate so much to it.. Going to xian's in an hour cuz I really miss her and guess I could be there for her to tutor her math.. Im kinda nervous for my friends' O levels and A levels.. haha, feel like its sucha big step for them.. Hope they would make something out of it... And I am looking forward to dinnering at Watami later on with Peishan & Weiling (:
Parents going to Phuket for a week, like when my school starts. Leaving my brother and me at home alone.. Tbh, I am kind of happy. I just can't get use to my mom being at home all the time as if she doesn't need to work.. For the past 16 years she had been working all day, all night. Then suddenly she doesn't need to work that much, just sit at home read newspaper all that.. It's been around 2 years but I still cannot get use to it.. I adapt to things really slowly I guess..
I am left about 1 day plus of holidays... Come to think of it, I really don't know what I did for this holiday.. Best thing would be my Krabi trip I guess.. Sadness x1000 when I came back to Singapore.. All too familiar, all too scary.. Sigh.. Keep telling myself, I will be able to smile tomorrow, I will.. I guess all I can do now is to keep my faith and continue to believe that there are people for me.. It gets annoying when people emo for a long period of time.. & I want to smile so badly!!
比想像中更痛 你真的沒回頭 我命令眼淚不許失控
回憶不跟你走 都擠在我心中 我就有責任讓它值得被珍重 謝謝你曾讓我難過 謝謝我沒有想太多 當愛情左盼右顧的時候 我眼淚都笑了 誰還想哭呢 再勇敢的站著 找回光和熱 面對你的時候 我不會捨不得 因為你已是過客 因為路有些曲折 是美的 我眼淚都笑了 誰還會哭呢 來不及完美的 就唱首驪歌 想起你的時候 我不是卑微的 反而我沒有遺憾 因為我已愛過你 深深的 心碎成了沙漠 就快開鑿綠洲 我沒有時間不知所措 你溫柔的雙手 本就不屬於我 又何必在乎它以後屬於誰呢 --
I want to thank this friend for caring about me these past two days. Its been awhile since we contacted each other but I realise that no matter how long we don't contact each other, this friendship is still there (: Really very touched, and haha, thanks for not disappointing me (: Younger than me, but so much more mature.. Treating me like a 10 year old girl.. Telling me things that I hate ! Ah bish ! Forever siah you guys ! Why do pple always do that to me.? Telling me the cruelty of others, showing me the true colours of the world.. Making me even more afraid than anything else.. *Reminders reminders* I know you meant well, like him, like her, you pple just want me to grow up, stop being so naive and gullible.. And stop trying to please others.. But she knows, I am like this. This is me. Broke down again on the phone ytd.. Then it reminds me of the previous time I broke down on the phone.. Cuz of the same person.. Sigh.. You really have the power to let my tears stream don't you.?? Cuz you can be so cold, really cold.. :<
PS: Every road, every step, just all too familiar. Remember who spam me texts and got me texting.?? (':
