Unlike girls, one FFFFF is all you need and then boooom they will fall out.Reply: Of course some times will buay song what~~! We are so FFFF different~! But ah ya, you know I got a mind wired like a boy sometimes. anything just SUA SUA only~! Forgiving much, will stick by your ass forever.. hahaha~! Yeap, as long as you dont cross the line you know I don't mind doing certain things for you/friends~! (: No matter how many times you FFFFF me, as long as your heart still treats me as a friend, I won't let go of our 孽缘的～！！I will never forget you CCB on the phone at me before ! :P
Though shiman may be the exception, countless FFFFF has been thrown at her but we never fall out. But I know there are times when she also buay song also.
Just wanna blog about this song cuz I relate so much to it.. Going to xian's in an hour cuz I really miss her and guess I could be there for her to tutor her math.. Im kinda nervous for my friends' O levels and A levels.. haha, feel like its sucha big step for them.. Hope they would make something out of it... And I am looking forward to dinnering at Watami later on with Peishan & Weiling (:
Parents going to Phuket for a week, like when my school starts. Leaving my brother and me at home alone.. Tbh, I am kind of happy. I just can't get use to my mom being at home all the time as if she doesn't need to work.. For the past 16 years she had been working all day, all night. Then suddenly she doesn't need to work that much, just sit at home read newspaper all that.. It's been around 2 years but I still cannot get use to it.. I adapt to things really slowly I guess..
I am left about 1 day plus of holidays... Come to think of it, I really don't know what I did for this holiday.. Best thing would be my Krabi trip I guess.. Sadness x1000 when I came back to Singapore.. All too familiar, all too scary.. Sigh.. Keep telling myself, I will be able to smile tomorrow, I will.. I guess all I can do now is to keep my faith and continue to believe that there are people for me.. It gets annoying when people emo for a long period of time.. & I want to smile so badly!!
比想像中更痛
你真的沒回頭
我命令眼淚不許失控
回憶不跟你走
都擠在我心中
我就有責任讓它值得被珍重
謝謝你曾讓我難過
謝謝我沒有想太多
當愛情左盼右顧的時候
我眼淚都笑了 誰還想哭呢
再勇敢的站著 找回光和熱
面對你的時候 我不會捨不得
因為你已是過客 因為路有些曲折 是美的
我眼淚都笑了 誰還會哭呢
來不及完美的 就唱首驪歌
想起你的時候 我不是卑微的
反而我沒有遺憾 因為我已愛過你 深深的
心碎成了沙漠 就快開鑿綠洲
我沒有時間不知所措
你溫柔的雙手 本就不屬於我
又何必在乎它以後屬於誰呢
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I want to thank this friend for caring about me these past two days. Its been awhile since we contacted each other but I realise that no matter how long we don't contact each other, this friendship is still there (: Really very touched, and haha, thanks for not disappointing me (: Younger than me, but so much more mature.. Treating me like a 10 year old girl.. Telling me things that I hate ! Ah bish ! Forever siah you guys ! Why do pple always do that to me.? Telling me the cruelty of others, showing me the true colours of the world.. Making me even more afraid than anything else.. *Reminders reminders* I know you meant well, like him, like her, you pple just want me to grow up, stop being so naive and gullible.. And stop trying to please others.. But she knows, I am like this. This is me. Broke down again on the phone ytd.. Then it reminds me of the previous time I broke down on the phone.. Cuz of the same person.. Sigh.. You really have the power to let my tears stream don't you.?? Cuz you can be so cold, really cold.. :<
PS: Every road, every step, just all too familiar. Remember who spam me texts and got me texting.?? (':
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