Hurt is an understatement /:

Thank you for showing me that..

Thank you for letting me know what a fool I had been..

Thank you for still scolding me and forcing me to buck up..

What happened on 18092011, I guess I will never forget it..

And the subsequent incidents that hurts as much or even more..

I promise you I will try to face these with a smile, I will ok.?

I want to be like you strong and brave, like how you asked me to fuck off in my face(:

I may not agree with you choice/decision, but I will not judge you..

Do what you want, don't be wavered by me(:

Love you more(: Hehe(:

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Feel so left out by them..

Called them to plan things out, end up change of plans also nv tell me..

Make me look like a fool to still be asking them about the actual plan..

I know they don't mean it, but I still feel kind of hurt :(

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Regretted forgoing qsn's ecp outing today..

Reason.? I guess I shall keep this to myself..

Kinda miss my qsn's mates :(

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I am filled with disappointment really..

Super pain :( 

PS: Making the right choice is never easy, but its better than making a wrong move that betrays all the morals which involves betraying the ones you love and yourself (':