我经常损你，是因为我相信我们的关系。
I believe that no matter what is before me, you'll still be by my side. Guess I am always wrong.. You leave, he left, she is gone, they walked on.. Facing the cold hard truth that nobody is going to stay by my side forever.. I am afraid.. I am afraid that I might lose all I have now..
I am selfish am I.? I don't want to share things sometimes!! Arghh!! Not jealous though, just don't understand why some pple can be so lucky and some pple can be so unlucky.. From what family you're born in to the opportunities presented to you in different situations, I just cannot understand.. Fair, equality, all these are just plain bullshits to me now!! zz.. Nothing is fair tbh... I feel like slapping myself in the face when I recall how i tell my mom "Mommy not fair leh" when i was still young and childish.. But the sad part of my life now is that I don't fight for fairness or equality anymore even if it is unfair towards me. I will just tell myself, nothing is fair in this world, too bad, you just gotta suck it up ! Aiyah, this world is like that one la, where got fair one la!
I hate the fact that I think this way now.
PS: When will lady luck be in my favour ??
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