Wednesday, June 25, 2014

Lately I've been I've been...

Because lately, my life really did seem like it was on the precipice of being a
dream. There were days I thought I’d wake up and discover that
recent events in my life hadn’t actually happened. Surely I must be a princess
in an enchanted sleep. Any day now, this dream—no, nightmare—
would end, and I’d get my prince and happy ending.
But there was no happy ending to be found, at least not in the foreseeable future.
- The Winners' Curse

Sigh, one of those days where I look into my future and deeehhh deeehhhh, looking into a pool of nothingness and that nothingness is creeping all over me.. gross...

& then there are conflicts and misunderstandings and everything! I guess the saying that what goes up must come down is really true to a certain extent. Be afraid when everything is too perfect and happiness is blooming in your face under the sunshine, because the storm is always just a stone away and is too damn near for you to be forgetting your umbrella. (Duh and I am obviously one of those that doesn't bring my raincoat out.) Getting drenched in the real rain is definitely different from the emotional storm that you have to face! The drama effect in your mind sends a whirlpool of thoughts to you and torture you everyday.... I guess that's how seasick feels like...

The churning in your stomach and dizzy spells you get, you just feel like throwing them all out! Sometimes, it makes you feel better, but other times, it just gets worse.

PS: 传导桥头自然直~ (Unless the boat isn't going forward?)

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