And so...

And so.. here I am running from revising MBS again.. with my wet hair and my new specs O_O
On a random note, I really need to cut my bangs O_O
So I walked home from pending today.. 50 mins flat of brisk walking..
Just mindlessly following the tracks of the LRT (: I didn't lost myself ! (:

Had a good and long chat with my babee MeiTong ytd.. (: Another happy moment (:
And today marks the last submission of all my projects for this Sem (:
Presentation for Sociology was Okay I guessed, & I got a B for my Socio essay /:
I had good group members which I am thankful for & they are greatly appreciated of course (:

Haha, all of us look so guai here with Ms Laurinda on the left (:

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& now, a time for my random thoughts & rantings.. If you are sick of my thinkings, just gooo..

She said, if Ta don't put in effort, why must you go and contact Ta & make Ta feel important.?? I think & I think.. Am I wrong to hover around Ta.?? I thought friends were supposed to care about each other when the other is down.?? I began to doubt myself.. Maybe Ta is better without us.. Ta don't seems to want us in Ta de life anymore.. Sigh, now, I am even afraid to approach Ta because of all these thoughts.. & maybe it's AhJin's fault too.. (._.) Cus AhJin always say I am damn noisy & irritating.. :P

Began to feel like a nuisance, like an unwanted, like an extra, like a bother..

All these negative feelings adding onto one another..

Now towards you, I feel the same way too.. I just feel so sorry.. 

Sorry for feeling this way.. Sorry for being so doubtful of you & myself..

Am I intruding your life.? Am I disturbing you life.?

I am so afraid that I am.. But yet, if I really am, pls tell me the truth, I will leave quietly before you even notice it..

I really don't want to relive those times again..

Rmb those times when I lost a friend who was so damn part of my daily life alr.. Ta was alr my xi guan, my everyday kind of thing.. yet one day, Ta just disappear into thin air.. I really don't want to face this again :(

Talking to Georgy enlightened me a lot.. But here I am once again, doubting if what I did was right.. Am I even at the right place now.?? I am afraid its just me that wants this, not everyone wants it.. Sighh..