Day after Day.. I blame myself for being such a coward, not being able to face you straight in the face.. Looking at all your tweets but not daring to approach you.. Till you approach me, come and cared for me.. Rushed to my house cuz you knew I was crying badly.. You knew, you asked, I don't have the face to lie to you.. I couldn't do it.. You told me not to disappoint you, you told me to tell you what you wanted to hear.. You told me that it wasn't my fault.. But you end up hating me.. Why? I don't uds..
Disappointment, is when you expect something from that someone.. And that someone have to crush your hopes, dreams and wishes.. I expected, i hoped, but it all led to despair.. Still, I want to believe.. Always keeping the faith, hoping that from now on, the faith i held on will bring smiles to faces and shine the path ahead of us..
Some people disappoint me once and once again.. But I know I am a disappointment to some people too.. I was too weak.. Unable to contain my guilt and feelings to myself.. I am sorry to disappoint you.. I can understand if you hate me..
I thank everyone who tried to cheer me up, asked me to stay strong, my classmates, my princesses and everyone else.. It's tough these weeks and I can only imagine it getting tougher day by day.. But I promised myself that I'd try, try to walk down this path on my own, w/o the guidance and naggings that were always there by both of them.. Imy, and I will be here if you need me anytime :(
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