Student Internship Programme (S.I.P.)

First of all SIP(not RIP) have started at the end of September..

So I've been really really busy and obviously really lacking of sleep!

Dark circles, eyebags, breakouts arghhh.. Terrible!!

However, apparently I am one of the lucky ones that do not need to work OT!

*Throws papers and dance* ^^

But I am not a useless bum at work too ok! hahaha :D

It's just that I only have to deal with corporate secretarial work and the only statute that I need to refer to is the weird confusing not very well drafted (That's what he said O_O) Companies Act. So internship is not as tough as I thought it would be and I guess I am coping well with it.? Heheh :B I am definitely not going into the details of my internship because if I do that I might as well be typing my report isn’t it LOL

So where my dark circles, eye bags and breakouts do comes from?

They came from my unwillingness to sleep early everyday night!!!

I just couldn’t bear to sleep!! Reach home at about 7.30-8pm if I do not have any meet ups after work but I would spend my nights reading, chatting, surfing the net, watching drama, etcs! (Furthermore, I do go out frequently after work~ Makes everything worse D: )

Some days, I really just want to sleep in and take MC. But since I have hang on till now, which is already the 8^th week of internship (4 weeks 4 days to go yay!), I will try my best not to oversleep hahaha! & I am thankful that some of the days I get to sleepover at my Aunt’s place at Novena! It gives me one extra hour to sleep in! yipeee!

The good thing about internship is that there is practically no homework to bring home! Although the hours are long compared to school hours, you’ve to motivate yourself and do everything in office so that you don’t have to bring any work home! But the downside is that I don’t get to see my friends that often anymore~ It’s hard to meet for lunch because of the short lunch hour and the crazy lunch crowd. Thankful that I have Ashley stucked with me for the whole of internship and also she is in the same class as me for the next Sem whahahahah~ (Good or bad? I shall let her decide for herself. Hopefully she doesn’t feel suicidal whenever she sees me mehehehe! :P)

Bangkok Trip

This post shall be about my virgin Bangkok trip with my 3 mad girls!

Featuring: Tongtong, Ah Xian & Quck!!! <3

I admit that planning a trip to a place that you've never been there before is really a chore! A frigging tiring chore.. You find so many frigging infos on the net and you just don't know what can you choose from!!! >:( But, all in all, we came back from bkk safely (despite the fact that we missed our flight when coming home) !! So I guess the trip was pretty successful! I did my homework, did my research, printed out notes for this journey! ALL WORTH IT HEHEH! But if I have a choice, I wouldn't want to be the planner hahahah~

Below are some photos~

Night markets that we visited~ Really hack us foreigners you know!! Must learn how to bargain when you are in bangkok! (I cannot forget how one of my qt pies kneel down and ask the shop owner for discount hahahaha!!!!!!!) Its just for laughs laaa! :D

MASSAGE IS A MUST WHEN YOU GO THAILAND I GUESS???

But I really can't take massage cus I FEEL TICKLISH TOO EASILY!!! (yeah while tongtong was in pain, I laughed non stop throughout the process of massage, i think the massage lady must have been PISSED OFF! bleahhh~ :P)

Speaking of craziness, what we do in our hotel room is just.. zzz.. This is one of the most decent times while in our rooms.. The rest of the time... I think its pretty filled with madness that I love hahahaha!

Morning market.. The only disappointed part of our trip. I think we shopped the wrong gate!!! Hmph! Really need those experience bkk shoppers to tell us where to go next time!! Although we still got some loots but I am guessing there are other much cheaper and fun places here! D:

Thai fooood~ I think it is overrated in Bkk because there is always too many people there~ I kinda miss eating in Krabi where there are less people and much more peaceful!

Nail Art and with the pretty & kind lady boss~! Sui ma ma! (Beautiful in Thai heheh :B)

Taking photos anywhere we go and totally acting like tourists is just us girls yooo!! Hahah with Quck's camera, nothing cannot be done hehehe! The number of photos we took was just!!! (WOW)

Tong tong and me in the Giant Room in Dreamworld~ (Their themepark!)

Bangkok is a really busy country.. We shop and eat, eat and shop, shop more and eat more, shop even more and eat even more.. It was a really tiring trip because we shopped all day, and go crazy in hotel rooms all night! Totally lethargic by the end of the trip! With these girls with me though, I feel energetic every single day! Play, CHIONG!!!! Eat, CHIONGGG!!!! Shop, CHIONGGGGG!!! Hahaha, our hyperness might be able to break the world record!!! :D It was a fun trip for my short break before SIP started :(

I would really love to go somewhere scenic and chill for my next trip~ :)  Hopefully I would not have to wait too long~~~~ 

20 Fun Facts :>

Since I got tagged and Exams just ended and I need a decent post before I get busy again, I am going to post a longer version of the 20 facts thingy from Instagram here (:

1. I am 159cm SHORT !! 
(I don't know why people always don't believe this!!!)

2. I love the colour blueeee! 
(Not the feeling blue though heh)

3. I love my family a lot a lot a lot 
(Mommy gets most of the love though <3 )

4. I believe to treat friends like gems 
(I love you guys whoever is out there! SARANGHAEYOOO! <3 )

5. I appreciate Chinese language :> 
(Altho I don't excel in it like A* student)

6. I don't really have any regrets in my life! 
(I believe that whatever happens, happens for a reason, it might not make you happy but your experience is definitely a worthwhile one)

7. I used to have a hair length that reached my butt /: 
(Yeap I chopped it off and I HAVE NO REGRETS! Haha, actually I think that I will never want to have that long a hair again...)

8. I've never been addicted to playing any online/comp/phone games.
(Am I weird or what.. I just don't like to play them!!!)

9. I was in Chinese Dance for 6 years in my primary school~
(Yeah and now my bone like harder than steel hahaha loser me)

10. I have really really small asian eyes that you can't really see them when I laugh -__-

11. I love playing sports but not doing sports get it?
(I love playing badminton, basketball but running, working out?! A HUGE NONO  FOR ME!)

12. I like to sing only when the song is playing
(I don't really sing without the music, i think that it is just weird)

13. I slept for 2 days *almost straight* 
(Like other than waking up to have some snacks and a shower the rest of the time Im sleepinggggg - Pig level: Shiman)

14. I can eat a loaf of bread by myself in one shot 
(One of my retirement plans is to open a bakery trololol~)

15. I love travelling *so cliche i know*
(I am glad I had the chance to go to many places before such as new york, canada, uk, beijing, phuket, krabi, KL, and in a few hours, Bangkok! A tick off my list. I have something in the back of my mind though.. To visit Venice before it sinks.. /: )

16. I never regretted choosing TP even though journey to school is 1h and 30min everyday!
(YOLO NEVER REGRET!)

17. I am not afraid of many things that a girl should be afraid of with the exception of ONE.
(XIAOQIANG DAQIANG AND WHATEVER QIANGGG!!! I ain't afraid of heights, horror movie, going home alone at night, staying at home at night blah blah blah BUT....)

18. I DON'T LIKE CHOCOLATES 
(Don't like sweet stuffs in general actually but IDK whyyyyyy)

19. I am actually running out of things about myself... 

20. I am not going to tag anyone cuz I find this really tedious and thats also the reason why I took so long before posting this (:

Since the 20th fact only applies to Instagram, haha I am actually always thinking of dying.. As in even if I die now I have no regrets lol but I told Meitong that I will die after I return from Bangkok and another friend that I will try not to die before I have the chance to go overseas with her... So I realise sometimes it might be good to actually have something that I will regret for.. Then maybe I won't be like that now.. Don't know what to expect and do with my life /:/:

I will Study

Exams are not round the corners,

they are right here before me!

Beautiful Life

I tend to be busier than I should be

And I tend to think that time is gonna wait for me

Sometimes I forget and take for granted

That it's a beautiful life we live

I don't wanna miss the moments like this

快乐 不再快乐 - 付梦妮

快乐 不再快乐(童话1/2片尾曲)歌词

作词：商步芸
作曲：海南
演唱：付梦妮

爱不爱我能选择
享受单纯没有忧愁
直到你出现后就扰乱所有

你让我不知所措
在你面前我不是我
就好像是被你操纵的木偶

故事开始回不去了
最美的梦已走远了
你答应给我的快乐不再快乐
我怀念的我不见了

故事后来全都变了
你的承诺又给谁了
我曾经有的快乐已不再快乐
笑容不是甜的 爱上你是苦的
你明明爱我 却不能说

我只能隐藏自己
扮演好需要的角色
我才能再继续偷偷的爱你

爱我的你快乐吗
爱你的我泪流了
当你看着我却喊着她的名

PS: 好好听，歌词也好感动，应该都勾起那些失望的回忆了吧？Touching lyrics, a sad song that brings back all those disappointing memories.. Who doesn't have a story that belongs to themselves? Sometimes, only music is the one that is able to bring out your true emotions (':

Old friend

So here I am, taking a little break from life.. Yeah, apparently I need a break from life.. Have not been feeling well for the pass few days, even got 2 days MC, wow.. And yes, including those sucky meds that I hate.. At least swallowing pills doesn't have any taste to it.. BUT WHY GOT SYRUP?! WHYY??!?! >:( And I hate the freaking taste of the syrup :( Ok, enough about whining..

Nothing warms the heart like an old friend - unknown

I don't mean old friends like friends for very long, I mean old friends that you lost contact with because of external environment.. for 90s kids like me, we don't have the luxury of whatsapp, facebook to keep us connected. Or maybe it's me. My childhood was running around the neighbourhood, shouting and screaming from my friends' block to call them down to our playground.. Call me a kampung girl, call me a wild girl, but apparently rushing to the playground after school was basically my childhood. 

When I got facebook and all these things, it was already awkward for me to add those primary school friends that I never even talk to for years... But then, I believe, some old friends like these still warms the heart of mine.. Memories of them, memories of us when all of us was still a blank page filled with innocence.. There is this one childhood friend of mine, even though we don't keep in contact, but since we stay near each other, we kind of bump into each other occasionally.. & the best thing is, I don't feel awkward with her at all.. like 5 minutes chat below my block.. So aunty but whatever :B

Even if we don't talk for years, this kind of friendship, so near yet so far, it is just so beautiful. 

(Partly because there will never be any misunderstandings in this kind of friendships)

We need old friends to help us grow old and new friends to help us stay young ;)

Term Break

It seems to me that term break just ended although in actual fact, it ended 1 month ago :(

Still cannot believe that I am 1 month into school already but that's a cold hard fact. My 20 days term break was definitely a wheel of time for me.. All I did was to spend and spend and spend!

Immediately after paper, (04062013)

126 dim sum w xx, chris & george! (:

& also Hangover 3 with them hehe xoxo <3

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Had so much fun in ktv with Karen & Amirul~

Plus a superrrr FULL-filling sushi tei buffet XDXD

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B2L02 Class BBQ! 

Good chef makes good food and I am responsible for eating them hehe~

Like always, there are desserts from Ms Cynthia !!! ^^

(The Chicken with melted cheese on the top is damn good really :P)

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Red Star with The Gang 

(I didn't know there is such an awesome dim sum place in SG!!!!!!)

Plus Movie: Now You See Me

Just a typical relaxing time with them (:

Minions are so KAWAIII 

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Now You See Me AGAINNNNN~! 

(Anyway the movie is pretty mindblowing ^^)

This time round with karen, amirul, xx & chris! 

Plus this is the first time I tried Paris Baguette (expensive but kinda yummy)

And then there is this 4F girls reunion, it was good I could say.. 

We weren't able to meet up for quite awhile yet everything still feels good (:

Hope all of you are going to continue to do well in your future studies!

Ofcourse, My gonggong's birthday!! 

My Grandpa is getting old and old age is not going to keep all those illness away.. They keep on coming and it just gets more and more.. I guess what I can do now is to cherish whatever time there is to take care and love him.. I love my grandpa, he is someone who is always strong and sane. I think that he is a great father and a awesome leader of the family <3 GongGong Jiayou! 

PS: Been trying to save up after my ridiculous spending within 20 days, but up till now, I am still recouping my "losses" :(:(:(

One More Night - Maroon 5

Haven't got my hands on here for quite awhile..

Have been giving myself constant reminders to update this space of mine, but I just don't have the time for this.. I don't really have time now too.. This is kind of a cheat post.. It's just a post to share a song that I really like with anyone who reads my blog (: Maroon 5 is just an amazing band (:

You and I go hard, at each other like we going to war
You and I go rough, we keep throwing things and slammin' the door
You and I get so, damn dysfunctional we stopped keeping score
You and I get sick, yah I know that we can't do this no more

But baby there you again, there you again making me love you
Yeah I stopped using my head, using my head let it all go
Got you stuck on my body, on my body like a tattoo
And now i'm feeling stupid, feeling stupid crawling back to you
So I cross my heart, and I hope to die, that I'll only stay with you one more night
And I know I said it a million times
But i'll only stay with you one more night

Trying to tell you no, but my body keeps on telling you yes
Trying to tell you stop, but your lipstick got me so out of breath
I'd be waking up, in the morning probably hating myself
And i'd be waking up, feeling satisfied but guilty as hell

PS: My short 20 days holidays was over in a flash, and I'm now 3 weeks into school.. My holidays and money was well spent ~ (T_T) Currently bankrupt now.. I will try to post my holidays and it's a holiday I want to remember.. & also a motivation for me to get through 5 more weeks of school! (: Everybody hold on tight now!!

Fast and Furious 6

Watched ff6 with YY, Gib, WC & Aga some day in May!!!

Had so much fun having dinner at fish & co too!! (:

Awesome is the word (:

Although from fast 1 this series have become more of crime solving than a racing movie, the plot never fails to intrigue me! The twists and turns of this story is like a car race! So I guess even if it's not about car racing, it's a movie about life racing. Idk what am I typing. I think this example is ridiculous but I don't really care lol

Ps: Just go and watch the damn movie please

Mom's May

It's mother's day & also my mom's birthday! 2 in a month!! Cool right? Haha actually it's good for me cuz I don't need to celebrate twice and buy present twice. Trolololol XD

Nevertheless, I burnt my pocket this year totally. Spent so much on my mommy! But anything is worth it as long as she is happier. Someone at home is giving her many many problems. & I hope that someone grow up soon :(

She may not be the best mother on earth, but I am definitely not the best daughter in this world too. I am what I am today mostly because of her (: So thankful to have my perfect best mother with me (:

Endings

It doesn't really matter to me already. Happy ending or sad ending, I just hope for an end. An end to all these nonsense.

I don't need a fairytale ending, I just want to end.

PS: Even the most lowlife have an ending, where's mine?

分身

多么希望自己可以分身，

多么希望能有多一个身躯，

多么希望自己能做得更多……

Nowadays, this idea of having more than one physical body keeps running across my mind. Ofcourse, i know that this will only happen in fantasy or fairytale, but how i wish.. 

Time was never enough for me but also too much at the same time.. People always say, if you're going to do something, you'd better do your best, if not, you might as well not do it. However, in reality, we have too much things to do that most of the time we just do things to our convenience. I wished I could do my best for everything, but its impossible. Its always either this or that. Why can't I have both? If there were two of me, I could do things simultaneously isn't it?? Then I'd have everything. Greediness, the nature of humans.. Yeah, I am also a human being~ 

PS: 梦终究是梦〜 

Most Saturdays, for now (:

Swimming? Yeap! Thanks to Mandi's Uncle & Aunty who are so kind to invite us over to their condo every Saturday to do anything we want (: Its becoming a routine for us right now, going over to Gombak to either chill, gym, tennis, swim, slack or even do work.. Ok, the doing work part is only for me I guess cuz I am the only one among the girls who is still studying /: 

All these Saturdays are really well spent I guess because at least we get to meet up and also burn some fats off.. Although we also have the most sinful meals of all times.. I lost count on the number of yummy pratas that I ate LOL 

These girls are so precious to me xoxo 

PS: I'm so thankful and content with my life (:

Year 3

I realised I haven't been updating my student life for quite awhile..

School already reopened for like.. Going to a month..?

Its a hard truth that I am a senior already. Not a freshie, not a junior. The 2 years of my poly life pass by in a flash and I have not much recollection of the details. But I know that to score well, poly students also have to study their butts off. 

Projects are starting to due in the next 2 weeks.. Yes, it is rush hour everyday right now. I am still learning how to cope with the workload of a year 3 law diploma student. Looking forward to friday every week. With 4 days of 9am lessons, life pretty sucks for me right now because of how much I hate Jams and peak hours. This term is gonna be over soon! Jiayous to everyone out there working hard!

#TGIF #TGIF #TGIF is always appearing every friday hahaha~! 

Not Ah Boys to Men

Impromptu 3D2N Chalet 

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BBQ, poker card games, truth or dare all the normal stuffs that people do in chalet. I am too lazy to talk about all these in details haha because its not the things we do that matters, it is the people we hang out with that's important. And with the gang, no where is no fun (: Special thanks to the guys that prepared the food & also cooked the food for all of us ! hehe ^^  Gentlemen lor gentlemen~

But still I guess boys are still boys! I hope they can be more decisive in their decisions like seriously! Be a man hahaha. For the past 2 months, going out have been a chore and we spent too much time thinking about what to do than to really doing it. Man up Man up!

For such a big group of us, there were many challenges since we met during secondary schools. There were addition of people, and sad to say, also people leaving us. But the numbers held on, we are still such a big group after 6 years? And most importantly, we are almost all close to one another. When we split into all different schools, I thought this friendship will be gone, but no, we held on. 

Before february when 4 of the guys were enlisting, I thought that oh gosh, army, book in book out every week, where got time to meet? I thought that this big group of us is gonna "disband". We are not a band but thats the best word I can think of right now. haha. But then again, they prove me wrong, we are as good as we were before right now, or I might say, even better than before. I kind of feel touch but mehh, I will never tell all those douches that (: 

Today, its the shaving for the second batch of guys going into NS this year. After this week, 3/4 of them will be serving our country for the next two years. I've been thinking, is this yet another challenge? This year is a tough year for all of us. The other girls will be entering university soon enough. And poly students like me will be in our third year. FYPs, Internships. Why is it so tough? The next half of 2013 is really gonna be a challenge for all of us to hold on? Who will have the will to hang on? Who will treat us significantly? I really do not know. I am even doubting myself >:( 

I guess I am now prepared for the worst. I am not an optimist. If we really drift apart, I will try my best to remember all the memories that the gang gave me. Its unique and irreplaceable xo. People say instead of having so many friends but none you are comfortable with, its better to have a few that you're close with. But I have so many that I am comfortable with! It's a bonus in my life, why should I give up on them?! 

Also now one by one, each of us will start looking for partners of our life. Its either an addition to us to a subtraction from us. I hope its the addition duh! And now as we run out of places to go and have fun, the guys seems very interested in clubbing~ But there are bound to be people who are against that. Many times we've debated over the topic of clubbing. What I wanna say is don't worry, be happy. There's always a backup plan known as sit down and talk cock !!! I mean we can't do that all the time, but yeah, we can find a balance in clubbing & talk talk (:

PS: May whoever above and below bless that we will make it through 2013 even stronger (:

Week 0 & Law Welcome

WEEK ZERO !!

The group of law SLs that makes everything possible and makes my experience a fun and exciting one, Idk how to thank them heheheheheee LOVEEEE XOXO <3

This is the first time I join Week 0 as a SL~! Tough~!!!

And with a pulled ligament, it just makes everything even harder !!!

I took B1L03, who had the most likes among law for their class photo! WEE OHHH WEE! Im a proud mummy ! (: It was truely a whole new experience for me because its the first time i am doing SL, like facilitators and not programmer!! 

LAW WELCOME ^^

Our very own law camp for our law freshies (:

The collage above almost sums up the Law Welcome. This camp couldnt have been successful without our chio-est president Cherie Ling <3 I never take photo with her ahhh~! I hope this camp helped the freshies to bond together and allow them to understand more of poly life. Law is a really welcoming course!! hahahaha :D

Special thanks to the whole org committee, log, prog, foodmin & our solo photographer ahh whatever~! We rock!!

I had so much fun during kk~!! Its like.. I can't even.. Explain my happiness although I was really lethargic and all.. Crazy most prolly.. 

And ofc, my prog group. Peixuan, YY & Aga <3 What would I do to keep you girls with me? haha, we rock !!! :D You guys makes work fun & more fun fun fun!! hehe ^^

Video done by: Lee Da Zhuan 

Photographer: Lee Da Zhuan

Taiwan Trip 2013

My 12 days in Taiwan :D

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Firstly, thanks those guys that sent me off to Taiwan <3 And apologies to those that really wanted to go but really cannot make it~! We don't mean to go at this period~!!! It was a long time ago plan ahh~!!! 

Below are photos of the hostel that we stayed in Hualian. It was really cosy, and the landlord, Huang mama and her family are really welcoming towards us! It is just a home sweet home after we come back from our outing everyday. Sadly, we only stayed there for 2 nights i think? Can't really remember a lot of details already!! 

As you can see, the room is really cosy! And btw, its double storey! hehe ^^

This is the house the family stays in & where we have our breakfast! So cute right? ^^ Cheer me up every morning even though I am so tiredddd (:

The swing at our hostel & breakfast handmade by Huang Mama & others :B yummy max!

& Below, our photos from cycling by the beach of Hualian (:

Pua stunt on fence :B #YOLO only ((:

Making heart shape out of stones <3

The wind speed is 100km/h.. Our bikes never stop falling over when we park them >_<

I think this is in TaiZhong, Pizza Hut is Buffet style in Taiwan! Must try! & Its cheap too! :B

& Next, our excursion to One Piece Theme Park.

Pictures speaks more than words definitely!!! We damn throw face all, do stunts in front of the entrance, luckily there werent much crowd that day!! HAHAHA!

Last stop: Taipei >_^

View from Taipei 101, we went up to 91st floor! Good exposure for me!

Modern toilet, where food comes in toilet bowls, urinal & you sit on toilet bowl to eat! HAHAHA!

Hello Kitty themed restaurant ^^ Damn cute, but food is so-so only!

Ah Mao's restaurant in Xi Men Ding <3 I love this dog 

Sky lantern, a wonderful experience for me (: Although I wrote my wish wrongly, hope it doesn't come trueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Making candy floss myself, ALTHOUGH I DAMN FAIL, IT WAS DAMN FUN! :B

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It was a worthwhile trip although i slipped and pulled my ligament on the last day, which have not yet healed till now! I think there as no need to explain in details about what I did there because instagram and fb pic already spoke for me! But seriously, Taiwan got not much morning life! hahaha, we slacke din hostel/hotel every morning LOLOLOL xoxo 

PS: Looking forward to going overseas again (: