Some things yes, some things no.
Screwed mode.
Idk what to do.
Idk how to salvage this situation.
I am not that independent at all !
I need help some times too !
But you guys doesn't seems to know !!
I think i gotta face that fact that no one will be helping me through this phase.. How much i wish i can run away from here, run away from all the troubles, run away from all the burdens..
To you, I guess I'm really not important.. Its a cruel hard fact whenever i realise i'm not important to people who i think is important to me.. this sucks big time..
I hate this realisation.
so no one shall be important to me anymore.. no one.. no one can break me ever again.. all of you are just a passer-by.
I got no energy to do this now. I'm sorry for what i said. but i still think you're wrong too. I dowan to be so fake to just tell you sorry when i don't mean it.. i guess you won't see this.. but, yah, i'm not important anyway.. I don't want to spoil your day this sunday.. I alr said on whatsapp.. if they didn't take me seriously... i also got no idea what to do.. I need time to figure out how much do i mean to you..
ps: how i wish i could be so selfish too.. enough is enough.. i am very tired, really tired.. & you don't seem to give a fuck about the situation.. so why am i bothering so much?? tell me why.? or is it just that i'm blind too. wished you were here to tell me you know.?
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