I wanna grow, grow, grow !

Why do i still feel like a kid.?
Why can't i grow up.?

i really feel damn childish..
not being discipline & taking up responsibilities that i should take..
I feel so sucky some times..
but i just continue to lay on the bed & procrastinate >_< ( like now )

Not doing my job as a student to study well..
Not doing my job to learn how to cook.?! seriously! This part of me! I really dk how ppl look at their parents cook then they will help all that.. i just sit on the sofa and wait for my meal.. kitchen... NOT MY PLACE!
i don't even know how to cook rice or porridge -.-

& my sense of direction. I have no motivation to look at the road names when dad drives. i just like to stone, listen to songs, play w my phone on car.. >_<

Never help to do housework other than sweeping & mopping the floor, packing my room & sometimes washing of clothes >_<
what a bad girl i am...
bahahhahahaa...
I want to help.. I need a change.. but where do i start from.? >_<

i am always at the mode of: lazy song
Today i don't feel like doing anything,
i just wanna lay in my bed..
wuu wuu wuu ~

its time for me to grow up, but why can't i.?

ps: thank god quarrel solved.. but.. 一波未平，一波又起~ sighh..