The Time to Think

I need the time to think.
The time to think how to type out my feelings.
The time to calm myself down best before sunday.
The time to construct a sensible message that can portray my feelings correctly to be sent to you.
The time to think about how to salvage this situation.

But I've got NO TIME.
I am definitely no in the right mind now....
Going to work in the morning tml..
Then going to teach tuition..
Reaching home only to have to prepare my stuff for the day camp on Sat..
Need to reach school by 0745.. WOOHOOOO~!
& i've got no idea what time the camp will end..
& working in the morning on Sunday.......

How do I find the time before I have to face you on sun evening.?
I got no idea..
I can type so many things now..
But I am very sure, I am not in the right state to type that particular message now isn't it.?
Sighh......
我到底该怎么做？

俗话说的好：

Don't promise when you're happy, Don't reply when you're angry, and don't decide when you're sad.

I guess I replied while I was angry..
& since I am sad now, I shouldn't make decision that will just make things worse.. -.-

I really hate tensions & quarrels at such a bad timing..
No amount of sorry can cure this unless both of us really mean it & admit our wrong..
But even if i admit.. will you.?

PS: I hate selfish + inconsiderate + spoilt brats _|_