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Moments of my life |:

18082012

1. Greg's 21st Birthday Celebration (:

My cousins! Lol, my photos with him not yet uploaded so this is Ryan on the left and Greg on the right! Navy army boy celebrated his 21st birthday with le family! <3 its a nice simple gathering with my cousins and families! xoxo! Hope he can make through his NS soon! He is having a tough time in there yahhh!! Happy Birthday once again!

2. KBOX SESSION(:

#OOTD

Kbox was really cold, shivering like mad..

Clement sang the whole night while MeiTong & me took turns..

20082012: Expendables 2

Quite a gore movie >:(

I hate abusing scenes! This movie scare the hell outta me >:(

25082012

1. Meet up with my old friend (:

Meet KL for lunch at JCube! Had Chilis, was frigging full ! Thats why we took a walk to Singapore Discovery Centre and LOL, we had fun taking pictures at the kinetic garden! yoyoyo!

2. Raya at Afiqah's house!

So after lunch, went Afi's house to have a curry dinner! Selamat Hari Raya! 

Finally a meet up with all the girls like seriously! (: Has fun slacking around at Afi's (:

Relaxing and chill time (:

Didn't took much photos though, lol.

30082012: End of exams, out to Science Centre!

LOL, something at the Westside finally! So I brought my girls around Jurong this day!

We went to Science Centre, OMG THE LIVE COCKROACHES! SCARE THE HELL OUT OF ME!!!! >:( WANTED TO DIE & XIAOXIN STILL CANNOT STOP DISTURBING ME :(

It's kind of like a birthday celebration for Xiaoxin(2608) & Georgina(0109), though there is no official celebration with cakes or whatsoever, its really enjoyable! It's just that we were all so tired after exams, and my mood was kinda lowww :(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY TWO PRINCESSES!! HEHE^^

Christine Peh haven't upload photos!! :((

My day with them:

Omni theatre! IMAX educational movie: To the Artic (:

It's touching, polar bears are dying and I am here blogging..

Ok, I wish I could do more to help reduce global warming.. but sighh, humans..

I give up.. we had fun walking around (: Can't wait for the photos to be uploaded (:

01092012

Sixian stayed over at my house the previous night after celebrating her classmate's bday at MBS! (holy, i want to go see see too!) Then we woke up, had awesome breakfast, went yewtee to have our lunch then she went to cut my hair with me!! (: hehe, finally cut my fringe back to bangs even though i think it's a bit short! Then we went back yewtee to meet Cass & Mandi who were studying at Mac.. LOL, i went to disturb them a bit then both of us went home! Then start to prepare for the night! Ahma's bday and chill out at Boat Quay (:

1. Ahma's 62nd birthday mini celebration at Food Lion!

Ahma didn't want to put candles !! |:

#OOTD

BANGS!!! (:

With my grandma! <3

2. Boast Quay: RedDot Brewhouse

Mood was low. Damn low. Wanted to cry. No. Actually cried.

Didn't drink much though.. maybe like a glass of beer..

Shirley temple there not very nice :( 

I need to cheer up! Emo what siah !!

Night street 

My shirley temple and ahmei's drink (:

From where I sat (:

02092012: Step Up Revolution

Had Mos Burger with PeiShan & SiXian for dinner (:

Then movie with Weiling, Afiqah & Peishan (:

Not bad, not bad (:

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Keeping myself busy busy!

Tomorrow, Imperfections with the badminton girls, sakae dinner with my cousys, midnight kbox with MeiTong & linfang.. Tue-Thu B2LO2's Class Chalet. Fri, Zoo with badminton Gang (: It's good that I have plans for this week, I am going to make it ! (: Need to plan out my calendar (:

孤单心事

美丽的歌声，悲哀的歌词，让我感触好多好多～

雨下在我窗前　玻璃也在流眼淚
街上的人都看起來　比我幸福一點
用寂寞來測驗　還是最想要你陪
曾一起走過的夏天　我常常會夢見

我猜不到你真正的感覺
思念寫成臉上的黑眼圈
有的時候我寧願　你對我壞一點
無法停止幻想我們的永遠

愛你是孤單的心事　不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵在夜裡默默的堅持
愛你是孤單的心事　多希望你對我誠實
一直愛著你　用我自己的方式

我在你的心裡　有沒有一點特別
就怕你終究沒發現　我還在你身邊

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什么都不明白，什么都不了解。
心里有千千万万个疑问可是就是找不到答案！
究竟是我傻？还是这世界太复杂？
现在的我真的好像个笨蛋，等着别人给我答案。
好想弄明白，好想有个清净的脑袋，好想拥有平静啊～
PEACE, that hard ?

Because I Care ~

Always care too much,

and it hurts so much..

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No where to go anymore :(

Haish :(

Terrible weeks..

Day after Day.. I blame myself for being such a coward, not being able to face you straight in the face.. Looking at all your tweets but not daring to approach you.. Till you approach me, come and cared for me.. Rushed to my house cuz you knew I was crying badly.. You knew, you asked, I don't have the face to lie to you.. I couldn't do it.. You told me not to disappoint you, you told me to tell you what you wanted to hear.. You told me that it wasn't my fault.. But you end up hating me.. Why? I don't uds..

Disappointment, is when you expect something from that someone.. And that someone have to crush your hopes, dreams and wishes.. I expected, i hoped, but it all led to despair.. Still, I want to believe.. Always keeping the faith, hoping that from now on, the faith i held on will bring smiles to faces and shine the path ahead of us..

Some people disappoint me once and once again.. But I know I am a disappointment to some people too.. I was too weak.. Unable to contain my guilt and feelings to myself.. I am sorry to disappoint you.. I can understand if you hate me..

I thank everyone who tried to cheer me up, asked me to stay strong, my classmates, my princesses and everyone else.. It's tough these weeks and I can only imagine it getting tougher day by day.. But I promised myself that I'd try, try to walk down this path on my own, w/o the guidance and naggings that were always there by both of them.. Imy, and I will be here if you need me anytime :(

SO MAD >:(

I feel you >:(

Please don't leave me

She wanted to leave, she was so determined..

You held her back and wavered her thoughts..

Then she promised. She promised not to leave you already..

Don't hurt her, don't make her regret..

She can't take anymore of this.. 

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Hope that we can be really honest to each other..
Just like before.. No holding back to our feelings anymore (':
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Are you going to disappoint me ?? :'(

And so...

And so.. here I am running from revising MBS again.. with my wet hair and my new specs O_O
On a random note, I really need to cut my bangs O_O
So I walked home from pending today.. 50 mins flat of brisk walking..
Just mindlessly following the tracks of the LRT (: I didn't lost myself ! (:

Had a good and long chat with my babee MeiTong ytd.. (: Another happy moment (:
And today marks the last submission of all my projects for this Sem (:
Presentation for Sociology was Okay I guessed, & I got a B for my Socio essay /:
I had good group members which I am thankful for & they are greatly appreciated of course (:

Haha, all of us look so guai here with Ms Laurinda on the left (:

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& now, a time for my random thoughts & rantings.. If you are sick of my thinkings, just gooo..

She said, if Ta don't put in effort, why must you go and contact Ta & make Ta feel important.?? I think & I think.. Am I wrong to hover around Ta.?? I thought friends were supposed to care about each other when the other is down.?? I began to doubt myself.. Maybe Ta is better without us.. Ta don't seems to want us in Ta de life anymore.. Sigh, now, I am even afraid to approach Ta because of all these thoughts.. & maybe it's AhJin's fault too.. (._.) Cus AhJin always say I am damn noisy & irritating.. :P

Began to feel like a nuisance, like an unwanted, like an extra, like a bother..

All these negative feelings adding onto one another..

Now towards you, I feel the same way too.. I just feel so sorry.. 

Sorry for feeling this way.. Sorry for being so doubtful of you & myself..

Am I intruding your life.? Am I disturbing you life.?

I am so afraid that I am.. But yet, if I really am, pls tell me the truth, I will leave quietly before you even notice it..

I really don't want to relive those times again..

Rmb those times when I lost a friend who was so damn part of my daily life alr.. Ta was alr my xi guan, my everyday kind of thing.. yet one day, Ta just disappear into thin air.. I really don't want to face this again :(

Talking to Georgy enlightened me a lot.. But here I am once again, doubting if what I did was right.. Am I even at the right place now.?? I am afraid its just me that wants this, not everyone wants it.. Sighh.. 

NDP'12 & GANG

NDP'2012 (09082012)
My first National Day spent with classmates (:
I woke up exceptionally late that day cus the night before I was "studying" w Weiling & Peishan at HollandV's bucks.. Supposedly though..

All of us (:

The Cheeky us :B

& a really nice collage done by Cherie <3

Bursts of Fireworks (:

Everything was great, it was a great chill out day with my lovely classmates <3

Poor Delphine lost us halfway.. Reminds me of how I am so afraid to get lost.. Cuz I got no sense of direction !!! Haha, Delphine ! We won't leave you alone dehh ! We will remember you ! (: 

We were all starving when we finally walk over from MBS to Raffles Place. Had Mos Burger & everybody headed home (:

It was definitely a memorable day for me, I never find such good spot to watch fireworks for NDP before.. year after year, I would much prefer to sit at home and enjoy the public holiday.. Watching the live telecast on my comfy sofa (: But this year, there I am, watching the fireworks, every blast shook me (: Showing that Singapore, although small, have a mighty side too (:

Loving Singapore, our home. I cannot express my love for my homeland, I feel great in Singapore.. I will never think of migrating to another country where I am a complete stranger to.. Singapore keeps me as safe as possible alr.. (Rmbing how I lost my phone at genting again) If I have the capability, I would do something, anything for this country, but haha, I am not that good laaa ~ Nevertheless,  iloveyou Singapore plue whoever & whatever you're made up of (: Its us that makes this place worthy for us (:

When I look up at the fireworks my country gave me, I pretended that they were shooting stars and prayed for peace.. May peace be with Singapore, may peace be with me & may peace be with everyone..

JS, DANIU & HL'S BDAY (12082012)

Idk the actual dates for their bday & hanlei didn't turn up too >_<

But.. hehe.. We still had a great time..

Happy birthday to the birthday boys (:

Times like these, I would exchange most of my things for it..

To sit around the long bench, digging up old stuffs & talking about absolutely useless stuffs..

Its just so comfortable around them.. Maybe we know each other for sucha long time that everything seems so natural.. I don't need to act one feminine in front of them (: 

To be able to just sit there and wait for the guys to bbq food for me ! <3 haha ! LOVE IT !

I am willing to help them order the food, book chalet, whatsoever, as long as I don't need to cook !

As time goes by, I wonder how many of us will remain. They are alr part of my life.. We might only see one another once per month or even lesser, but again, its consistent as of now. I really hope that as many of will remain here, talk about nothing and laugh about everything. I will never want to let this gang go. Even tho I am not close to many of them, its just the retardness that keep things going.. When the guys get girlfriends one by one, when we get attached one by one, when they enter the army to serve our country one by one, that is then the real test of the goodness of this friendship..

I will try my best to go for the genting trip at this end of year before some of you enter the army (:

US (:

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Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky like shooting stars, 

I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now..

The Question.

I went back to tumblr a few post todayy..
I reblogged this picture..
I looked back a few posts..
& I saw that I reblogged this before !!

I guess this just shows how much i understand this world.. I really don't uds this world.. There must be something wrong with it.. Or rather, there is something wrong with me.?? /:

Been letting my thoughts run wild & free.. I need this kind of alone time a lot.. Really.. Every time when I take those long journey buses, every time i pen down my thoughts, every time I tweet, every time I blog.. If I don't have that kind of time, I think I might as well be dead. It gives me time to think about whats right or wrong in life and calm myself down while facing this chaotic world.. I guessed especially these few days.. I've been thinking a lot a lot.. Even got that insomnia again.. ._. But right now, I feel peaceful... May peace be with me..

Twitter, blog, tumblr, facebook or whatever... They are not places where we should just rant randomly.. Ok, if you rant, when pple ask you, you should answer ! These online sites can never replace friends.. Real friends. Where you can tell them your problem and they will comfort you, advise you & give you encouragement.. Never will these replace my friends (:

"I  L U"

We were randomly taking pics this noon during break !

Chris notice that our fingers goes I L U ! ^^

My Candy Hearts !! I LOVE YOU ! <3 AiAis !

Can't be so happy today w/o you two ! <3

But still, I have no mood to blog about national day & The Gang's BBQ now /:

Shag, sleepy, can't find the info I need /:

其实很爱你

Primary School time song (:

张韶涵 - 其实很爱你

离开不会太悲伤
有些心情该释放
直到眼泪它自己落下
才发现骗不了自己
其实很爱你
现在学着去遗忘
躲开有你的地方
回忆被谁放在书架上
把他从最高的地方落下
感动越是深刻
寂寞就越伤人喔
每个人的心里都
会有一段伤痕
像白纸的天真
仿佛被你伤得好深
相爱不需要理由
离开也没有理由挽留

NDP'2012 !
Happy 47th Birthday Singapore (:
Loving Singapore, Our Home (:
Will have a more detailed post on this when I have the mood/time (:

Preety fireworks, preety people ! xoxo ! <3

Bliss..

"Happiness is not found at the end of the road, it is experienced along the way. So take not for granted each moment of your life and you will find a reason to be happy each day."

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To this beautiful bride,
We most probably will not cross path again..
But still, I congrats you for meeting the man of your life..
All the best in your future endeavors (': 

BingBongB'day :D

For my previous post,
do like their facebook page:
http://www.facebook.com/pages/MandiDelvinaAmandaGlenn/294021873979800
I'm sure there will be more covers when Mandi's A level ends right.?? ^^

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Tonight, I wanna thank Euroy for being concern about me..
Sorry for ranting rubbish at you..
Sorry that I am always the one talking rubbish..
While you have to take all my rubbish..
Ok, what I am writing now is pretty crappy.. Anw, thanks bro !

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Been thinking to myself..
To me, love is NOT unconditional..
Love, is conditional.. if not you'll be marrying pple that you don't love. If not, you will be treating your friends like shit.. Pple love you ofcourse you must love back isn't it.?? When pple who you love don't love you back don't you try to forget about them.?? So, rubbish if you tell me love is unconditional.. BULL SHIT HAO BU HAO !!

So, I've been thinking, am I loving the wrong person.?
Been thinking, if one day I am having a bad mooooood, who would I go to.??
I realise I couldn't go to that someone who always comes to me..
& I realise I would go to people who don't come to me..
So unfair to me & them ! I am willing to hear all your troubles, but when it comes to me getting troubled, i know fairly well that you cannot be counted on, & i know pretty well that you don't give a shit to my problems cus you are so self-centered ! I know all these, I know you treat me like shit, but yet I can't bear to reject you every time you come crying to me.. Why am I like this !!?! Unrequited love ?! Sigh..

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05082012
Anw, my family had the family day for the 2nd time in this year ! woohoo !
Awkward moment.. The moment the food came we all just gobble gobble.. Nobody spoke of anyth during the supper/dinner.. hahaha.. Its weird how we cannot communicate during eating.. I know I got a weird family lah.. Cny also don't have reunion dinner.. (i dont mind really) but the reason behind this is my parents' minimart opening hours.. But despite all these, I am pretty sure my family is okayy, like no dispute whatsoever.. haha, so dadaaaaaa, its just a weird household here. I still love my family ! <3


Happy birthday bingbongbiang ! my xiaodidi !

Since you didn't ask for present, I don't intend to give any..
haha, you know i love you, you know i care (:
Happy 16th ! I wish that you can grow up & be more mature (:
Even though I am not very mature myself, but you... still... FAR OFF FROM MATURE!
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Oh my, just saw this from facebook (:

Baby J'don so grown up & and lovely alr !
Handsome boyboy (: I've never seen him since like he was 1 year old..
Seeing him so happy, I am happy too, even though Idk what's with him nowadays (:
To grow up in an incomplete family, Idk how it feels, but I hope he doesn't feel much about that..
Glad to see his smiley pics (: So Qt (:
My nephew, will be my nephew (:

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PS: Afraid to take on the world :/

Loving you ~

Beautiful voices of the 3 sisters !

Featuring Mandi, Delvina & Amanda !

I think this is the best cover I can find on youtube..

Better than the original ~~

Needa skip the bloopers tho !! (._.)

Lovin' You - Minnie Riperton

Lovin' you is easy cause you're beautiful

Makin' love with you is all i wanna do

Lovin' you is more than just a dream come true

And everything that i do is out of lovin' you

La la la la la la la... do do do do do

No one else can make me feel

The colors that you bring

Stay with me while we grow old

And we will live each day in springtime

Cause lovin' you has made my life so beautiful

And every day my life is filled with lovin' you

Lovin' you i see your soul come shinin' through

And every time that we oooooh

I'm more in love with you

La la la la la la la... do do do do do

Do visit their blog too <3

Mandi; http://www.snowpeace28.blogspot.sg/

Delvina; http://www.delvinaa.blogspot.sg/

Amanda; http://www.hi-rainydays.blogspot.sg/

I like pweety boyboys! :P

Haha, was just talking to mom about korean HAWT guys !!!
So I decided to post this !!
Not posting those K-pop artiste like TVXQ etc etc...
TVXQ/DBSK IS MY GOD ALREADY, don't need to mention them luhh..
Always in my heart, always keeping the faith..

HYUN BIN !!!
*DROOLS DROOLS DROOLS*
This was how he looked when he acted in My Lovely Samsoon..
Its a frigging nice drama okay?! For me to say this.. It must be damn good.. cus me no watch korean drama dee okayy.?? :/ (No prejudice, I just think all their plots veh cliche..)
Anw, he was freaking cool in the show (:

Then now... Secret Garden..
More gheyy though...
Anw, I do think he went through plastic surgery, but bwehh, he still so handsome (:
(justmyopinion)

Next.. This guy.. Idk where he pop out from also..
Not a famous actor.. Didn't act in many shows either..
LEE JONG SUK ! 
But he is so darn cute cans?!
TADAAAAAA! A self taken photo, cuz i think this would not be photoshopped !
teeheehee, still so cute ^^

Now for some Japanese Anime..
Gakuen Aliceee ! The first anime that made me read Manga..
& thank god for iPhone app seriously !!! >_<
I had a hard time reading on my Mac .. -.-

Tsubasa !
Pretty sexy right .?! Hahaha..
A real gentlemen when I started watching the Anime (:

& Natsume ! (:
Cold yet warm guy (:
There... How he looked most of the time..
FIERCE !!! :/:/

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I've been dying to try false lashes..
So after some push from MeiTong I tried it ytd..
The effect was.... FAIL..

(WARNING! THOSE WHO DW TO SEE MY FACE CAN STOP SCROLLING!)

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I think the false lashes I bought was too.. Natural.??
Can't seem to see the effect on photos..
Or maybe photobooth just too lousy.. >_<
The effect can only be seen on the first photo ~_~

Sighh, I guess I will just try it the next time..

WHUTT !?!

Today. I. Feel. So. Dumb. Once. Again.

("( (>_<) )")

Cus I had to be so gullible & keep kena tricked the whole day againzxc..

Every time I get tricked, i always wonder why the hell I so dumb dumb ! 

My timeline since the clock his 0000 last night.

> Ate dinner with HHH

> Slept at 4am

> Woke up at 8am :(

> Nua in bed till 10am

> Wash clothes, watch Gakuen Alice then to school

> Badluckme had to cab halfway cus the bus shoo wols !

> Family Law

> Changi City Point with Cherie, Gibson, Clement & WeiChiat

Texas Chicken for dinner ! AWESOMEE ! I love the strawberry shortcakeee ! ^^

And I get the idea of East side pple is different from west side.. LOL..

But no matter what, we are all humansssss .. 

To-do list this lonely night: BA TUTORIAL !!! >:(

I really don't feel like doingzxc lehh ! But cannot ! #leggo shiman !

Anw, SUM DING IZZ VEHHLY WONG WITT MEE ! >:(

Lost of appetite plus insomnia.?!

No, not insomnia ! Just keep waking up when I sleep ! irritates me a lot ! 

This is so not me.. Some more can puke my dinner w hhh ytd :(

Weird, weird, weird ..

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This is pretty meaningful, it got me thinking a lot (:

You might be at your lowest point where you stretch yourself to the maximum, but as long as you dont break, the more you stretch the further you will go (:

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PS: You worst nightmare might just be my sweetest dream (>_<)

iloveyou

I love Samantha Tan..
For some reasons..
For all the harsh words (:
xoxo.. (:

I love Mei Tong Yap ! 
Thanks for always accompanying me when I am down..
You really always take my rubbish !! :(
I pity you ~ ~ ~ :(

I love HHH too <3

HHH, you don't talk rubbish okayy.??

Every time I am the one who anyhow bomb all the rubbish.. >_<

And you always slap me outta my nonsense..

You & your chicken thinks the same wayyy ~

Maybe you guys are right ~

I will heed your advise & grow up ~ 

I promise I will try, even if it is hard for me ~ 

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It's not that I can't do it..

Sometimes I expected the disappointment.. But I still feel so devastated when what I expected comes out !! Stupid me ! Dumb me ! Arghh !

Need to try to just take everything as a joke.. All those nice words that you guys says just cuz you got nth to talk .. 

I promise I will try, I will. 

You brought my smile back to me (:

I came across this quote last few days..

" Somebody asked me if I knew you.. A million memories flashed through my mind, but I just smiled and said I used to.. "

I am glad that I won't have to use this.. as for now..
This Euroy Chong not angry with me anymore !!! XD
I hope nothing bad is gonna happen anymore !!!
I wanna believe every ending is a happy one & that my friends will be happy (:

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有时候打给你，很多废话又或者一言不语， 其实心里最想说的只不过是一句：我很想你。很多时候，不知所措，不知道该说什么，其实只不过是我不懂怎么表达对你的关心，不知道怎么告诉你：我心疼你，我担心你。

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PS: I will do what I can.

3 points of view

I typed and I backspaced, i typed and i backspaced..

Again & again this action continues..

I've got no idea how to string my thoughts into coherent sentences..

It's kinda funny and weird how I got myself into this situation..

Having to put myself into the shoes of 3-4 person..

Oh, i found this very nice user w many meaningful tweets..

Chinese tweets though..

iAdonis_ 我等你，一直一直等你。 我在这里等你，其实只是为了积累足够多的失望，多到能说服自己戒掉对你的暧昧幻想。 24 07 12 5:04 PM

iAdonis_ 一个无声的拥抱对一颗不快乐的心来说就是千言万语了。 24 07 12 6:04 PM

Maybe that's how I feel ? 

& sometimes, a friendly hug can cure everything (:

It sucks so much to be wallowing in sadness, so i am going to come out strong.

There are some things, definitely against my own principle, some things that I will never do.. ( Like drug trafficking? >_< ) But you tempt me again & again, I am so afraid, that I cannot take the temptation one day. That I feel for one shoe more than the other two. Noooo, i can't and i won't. 

I need to stop believing is jokes, lies & crap talks seriously..

Find myself really dumb to always believe what others says ! >:(

Shall just end this post w a nice song..

Maybe, just maybe I'd meet a best friend that won't lie to me..

It does not matter which gender..

But to have a soulmate who won't keep things from you..

My hope, my wish & my dream..

Haziqah Haha :D

This post is dedicated to my beloved senior from TP..
She is the one that made me feel so welcomed at the alien place..
When I've got no friends, when I just enter the East side of singapore..
She is always bubbly, cheery & really hyped in my memory...
I want her to go back to how I first met her !

Although we aren't that close, but I feel you (:
I guess I am able to understand what you're going through..
And I know it sucks big time, you just wanna sleep sleep sleep till forever !
But we gotta face the cruel world over here.. Sadly..
So, just fuck it and move on ! (:

Ok, so i uploaded this ghey thing on instagram ! 

Just for you babeee ! <3

Only fall for the ones who treat you right !

Screw those that come and lead you on, give you hopes & then shatter them :(

Give them some tight slaps ! hahaha !

You said these & you know, YOU R RIGHT ! (:

He is not worth your tears,

more than that, he is definitely not worth your health, your happiness!

Cry, scream and whack for all you want now, let it all out !

But when time comes, let go of these feelings..

Like junk food, you need to abstain from it !!

& after a while, you will find that healthy food are nice too (:

I am sure your friends are all really great & supportive of you (:

You will make it through this ordeal & come out even stronger than before (:

Time heals all wound ! you must believe that you can do it !

& Actually, i think you're really courageous!

To be telling everyone who hurt you, to delete him from your world & cut off all ties w him..

The girl tt consoled you td couldn't do that.. she just let everything flow.. Avoid when possible.. 

She don't even have the guts to mention any names.. :(

She don't even dare to say how they hurt her so damn much..

So, you are cool ! really ! (:

I want that smile on your face to be back (:

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PS: Sometimes its letting go & not giving up. I rmbed Clement once told me "whats meant to be yours would be yours eventually" if its not meant to be yours, why go after it.? If it is meant to be yours, you don't have to chase after it so badly, it will be there waiting for you (: (Still cannot believe this happy-go-lucky quack quack will say this kinda thing!) Nobody is at fault, guys are just douche bags (: Creatures that leads ppl on when they're confused, then when they sort out their minds, they can just throw you aside? Sigh, why why why am I always looking at the ugly side of this world?! I'd always believed that this world is beautiful, now i am trying very hard to believe that it is still beautiful. But every facts that came down upon me seems to telling me otherwise.. Not safe anymore :( So... to face this world, we just gotta be stronger & stronger.. :/


Protect me? Let me be safe & sound by your side? :/

In the kNight

Just an update on movies !
Caught Abraham Lincoln, the vampire hunter & the dark knight !
Both hunts at night ! LOL !

Abraham Lincoln

Those who love sherlock holmes will definitely enjoy this movie !
haha, i myself quite enjoy it ! Rmbed i was really tired when i enter the theatre..
BUT THE SHOW KEPT ME AWAKE THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE MOVE!
NICEEE ! Quite action packed yo !
But I won't recommend this movie to those who doesn't like olden days shows..
OK! That's about it !
As for the plot, go watch it yourself ! (:

The Dark Knight Rises ! (20072012)

Ok, i was disappointed with this movie !
Not up to my expectation i'd say ??
More of hand to hand combat ! Whr r the gadgets of batman?!
Bleh.. And not many hunks in the movie ! LOL.. jkjk..

but nevertheless, it was a great meetup with everyone !
And yet, it was the worst day of my life ! Maybe not, but according to my memory, its the worst alr..
TImeline of the day:
School > Meet chris to study a bit of BA > Home to nap > Domino's to clebrate Daphne's birthday > KSS to join CFN for awhile > Dark Knight > HOME TO TRY TO SLEEP -.-

Freaking tired cus i had 9am lesson.. & i had to wake up like 6am?!
Domino's pizza was really good, i enjoyed the food really! & Daphne had the pizza as her birthday cake (:
Altho we went to CFN for less than an hour, we managed to join the mass dance ! AWESOMEE!
I was really tired hence i didnt join them studying after movie..
Yet I couldn't sleep thanks to somebody !
& the most embarrassing event of the day !
I was walking slowly cuz i was texting.. Heard someone from behind: Can walk faster? Thought it was my brooooo... CUZ HE ALWAYS DOES THAT ! So i replied crudely: NO! "We need to catch the train!" OMG I TURNED AND REALISED IT WAS NOT THE BRAWWWTHERRR!
Kept on apologising & wanted to dig a hole to hide siah ! Freaking paiseh !
Ok, its just the SUAYEST DAY OF MY LIFE ! D:<

Enough talk, pictures !

Those who went for dinner (:

Our sumptuous dinner !

Happy birthday Daphne ! (1107)

We know its damn belated !

Miss you hen duo hen duo !

We all know you're busy with your poly life & you still got your curfew !

But please please please try to make time for us okayyy .?

hahaha, I still wish someday in the future, we can all still meet up, even if its just a dinner (:

YAYE ! LOVE YOU A LOT A LOT !

Times like this ! xoxo !

Till next time ! (:

Enjoy your life to the max ok.?

No matter where you are, must never forget us !

(:

OK SO CHEESY! >_<

PS: Your favourite orange colour (:

Dreams opposes reality :/

Ok, actually that doesn't apply to me..
Cus I've got no one to wish to be together with.. For now.. At least..
But I bet all girls wish to meet their prince charming isn't it.??
To have someone to place a blanket over you when you're cold, then act like they are not cold?
To have someone to accompany you home, or text you to tell you "don't look back, im behind you" when you're walking home alone at night..
To have someone who is willing to wait till you're asleep before they go to bed themselves.
To have someone who is always be there waiting for you because they're afraid to have you wait for them..
To have someone warm (doesnt apply to cold guys) to hug you when youre cold ?
aiyah, cannot think alr lah.. I also nv experience before.. Just based on my imagination i guess these are what most couples do.?? :B
so yah, who doesn't want to meet that guy ?!
Someone who you can open up to, someone who knows all your secrets :/
Ok, shall not talk about this anymore!
I hope everyone in r/s can have a happy r/s !
Those w/o a r/s can meet the Mr.Right soon ! (:
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As for my title, thank you xiao chiat ! hahaha !
Weichiat told me that when i tweeted that i woke up to bad dream !
It's not exactly a nightmare because there is no monster chasing me around.. Talking about this.. Haha, i rmbed i had this dream during my genting trip! Monster chasing me around under HDB flats ! LOL ! That was pretty real tooo !
Ok, I really hope its true lehhhh !  Idw my bad dreams to come true !
And i rmbed georgina telling me that if you dw a dream to come true, you must say it out ! So thats what I shall do ! Anyth for it to not come true ! hahaha !
Ok, so i dreamt that i woke up alr.. Then i got spammed by someone on my phone..
When I open and read those messages it was full of cruel and harsh words !
I cannot remember all the details ! But the message was supposed to be from a friend, then telling me to get lost, don't need my concern this kinda thing.. say i am stupid and i caused a lot of troubles i think? I WOKE UP AND IMMEDIATELY CHECKED MY PHONE ! Luckily there wasn't such messages.. *Phew* So, yupp, I guess that's about it.? Scare the shit outta me though.. (T_T)
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Ahh, I actually got so much to post that i'm not sure what to post now.. LOL..
I am actually looking forward to dinner really ! So long never have dinner with xiao didi alone le !
Both of us kind of busy with school, friends and everything else !
YAYE ! Lucky mom is not cooking today !
Ok, You guys must be thinking, if my mom cook, shouldn't i be eating w my xiao di..?
But NO. If my mom cooks, I am gonna be eating A-L-O-N-E.
Yes, my family style.. My bro eat at the comp table, while me eat at dining table.. But our dinner time different from my parents.. soo.. I don't really like to eat as a whole family, its awkward to me.. Esp if its at home.. ._.
But this doesn't mean that i am not close to my family.. Just the eating part.. Awkward.
Ok, this part is kinda random !
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I think I should end this post before I start to post stupid things...

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Someone made me angry ytd.. Even tho Idw to be angry, I can't help myself ! >:(
I sincerely feel that I shouldn't be angry cuz obviously I am not the priority ! But I am still angry. LOL. Cuz I think even as a friend, I will inform ! Responsibility bah !
Sighh..... Sorry that I can't maintain myself...

PS: This world is becoming to alien to me.. I am so afraid to face it now.. After what I see from what ppl can do when they're angry or they had enough of smth.. Fcuk la.. Why am I the one that can't take all these things.?? I couldn't sleep the whole night on fri cuz of some scary ppl that I don't even know ! How ppl play with feelings and play with your mind. How ppl leave you alone to rot to save themselves.. Arghh! I can't stand all these ! (T_T) Dowan to know, dowan to hear ! Yet I know I am suppose to face all these ! (T_T) Seriously! @^@#*&($^)*@^&!&(*!'

SMbeyondbluesky “这个世界上骗子太多，傻子明显不够用了。” Who's there to protect the sha zis.?? :/:/ 22 07 12 12:15 PM

Collages XD

At MeiTong's crib now..

Hope I can finish my Socio essay & powerpoint at her house !

Firstly, hehehe, this cute little girl thank me with this cute photo of her !

hahaha ! xoxo.

I managed to use my desktop to do a straight collage of her transformation! 

idk how to make it bigger... !! D:<

haha then since I am like talking about collage..

I tried some with iPhone app ! so ok, those who dw to see zilian photos can FO liao ! ^^

hehehehe ^^

Me without fringe sucks ! hahahaha !

Day by Day - T-ara

This song, etching itself to my mind..

Except that the grammar really..

Worse than mine.

Can't wait for Part2 of the MV :P

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Everyday I've got so much to say..

Everyday I've got so much to do..

Am i saying the right things? Am I doing things right?

I came to doubt that if I am living life right..