Haziqah Haha :D

This post is dedicated to my beloved senior from TP..
She is the one that made me feel so welcomed at the alien place..
When I've got no friends, when I just enter the East side of singapore..
She is always bubbly, cheery & really hyped in my memory...
I want her to go back to how I first met her !

Although we aren't that close, but I feel you (:
I guess I am able to understand what you're going through..
And I know it sucks big time, you just wanna sleep sleep sleep till forever !
But we gotta face the cruel world over here.. Sadly..
So, just fuck it and move on ! (:

Ok, so i uploaded this ghey thing on instagram ! 

Just for you babeee ! <3

Only fall for the ones who treat you right !

Screw those that come and lead you on, give you hopes & then shatter them :(

Give them some tight slaps ! hahaha !

You said these & you know, YOU R RIGHT ! (:

He is not worth your tears,

more than that, he is definitely not worth your health, your happiness!

Cry, scream and whack for all you want now, let it all out !

But when time comes, let go of these feelings..

Like junk food, you need to abstain from it !!

& after a while, you will find that healthy food are nice too (:

I am sure your friends are all really great & supportive of you (:

You will make it through this ordeal & come out even stronger than before (:

Time heals all wound ! you must believe that you can do it !

& Actually, i think you're really courageous!

To be telling everyone who hurt you, to delete him from your world & cut off all ties w him..

The girl tt consoled you td couldn't do that.. she just let everything flow.. Avoid when possible.. 

She don't even have the guts to mention any names.. :(

She don't even dare to say how they hurt her so damn much..

So, you are cool ! really ! (:

I want that smile on your face to be back (:

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PS: Sometimes its letting go & not giving up. I rmbed Clement once told me "whats meant to be yours would be yours eventually" if its not meant to be yours, why go after it.? If it is meant to be yours, you don't have to chase after it so badly, it will be there waiting for you (: (Still cannot believe this happy-go-lucky quack quack will say this kinda thing!) Nobody is at fault, guys are just douche bags (: Creatures that leads ppl on when they're confused, then when they sort out their minds, they can just throw you aside? Sigh, why why why am I always looking at the ugly side of this world?! I'd always believed that this world is beautiful, now i am trying very hard to believe that it is still beautiful. But every facts that came down upon me seems to telling me otherwise.. Not safe anymore :( So... to face this world, we just gotta be stronger & stronger.. :/


Protect me? Let me be safe & sound by your side? :/