You girls dk how much i miss youuu ! <3
Yes ! Finally a real meet up with the other 4 girls !
I guess we are all ladies now.. bwahahaha !
So we went wendy's.. I was quite full so i had a chilli & cheese potato only~
Not bad not bad, YUM YUM !
Anw, the main thing is not the food. It's the ladies !
haha, I really had a great time wasting time with them.. Oh yah.. Waste time.. We really wasting time.. Just chatting around & laughing at ppl falling down at the ice-skating rink ! XP
But, who cares? I had a great time ! XDDD
xoxo my lovelies ! :D
With le old woman (:
Ok, she ranting at this caption now, but IDC ! :3
See the cute mini mirror Mandi's holding? Happy belated <3
Effect on effect ! So neoprint siah :O xoxo!
With the Maria ! (:
With Mandi !! so long no see her yoo! XOXO!
All the 5s polaroids ! <3 (hehe poor Marbleslab's girl helping us to take :O)
Before we part (T_T)
Yeah, we spammed loads of polaroids that day..
Like 20-30 films used.. The big ones & the small ones ^^
hehe, thanks Najiha & Samantha for the films ! <3
It was rather relief & heartwarming to see them..
& this was the first meet up that all five of us went..
Everytime someone would be busy/missing..
So, i hope there is going to be more of this really !
They make me feel normal. I am serious. Thanks girls :-*
I almost wanna cry when i gonna leave them ! hahaha !
All these unfeeling girls will think im crazy after reading this i tell you!
But yah, w these ppl in my life, no matter how screwed things are, i need to be strong, to face how they gonna suan me & my stupid actions :x hehehehe ~
xoxo, all the best in A levels girls ! Do your best, try try try !
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This July, this friend, officially? (hmm dk what word to use) left me.
Left my life.. Then, I am letting another one off.. Ohmy what is wrong w me !
I've got no choice really !
Hey, I just met you & this is crazy, so I am not going to choose you!
hahaha, this is crazy really ! One month is not enough to break a friendship of one year, i say.
So...... Yah, i will trust who i wanna trust ! Maybe I am wrong, but maybe you're wrong too?
And you just prove to me once & once again not to believe your words.. chey !
As a friend, I tried my best to help ! Until I think I am embarrassing myself already you know?
为什么我需要拿自己的热脸贴你的冷屁股？没必要了吧？
要做朋友就做好来啦！什么都不懂，什么都不管，算什么？
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I don't cry doesn't means I have no feelings.
Fuck you for saying that okay.?! Yes, I am frigging pissed off when you said that to me.
If I have no feelings, why would I even care for you !!
& you as my good friend (Ok, idk if I am treated mutually), should know the best I don't cry easily.
Or rather, I cry at different kinds of things from others.
In front of you I guessed I only cried once? At genting? When I lost my phone, cuz I felt so guilty towards my dad & you for losing the photos?
Yah, so... Other things, I don't cry cus I put up a strong front.
My tears flows backwards instead of flowing out so others wont see them and say that im weak.
If you don't know how much i was hurt, don't even judge ok.? For all you may know, i might be dying inside but I just dk how to say it out..
You asked me not to cry, you gave me the courage to stop those tears when they were about to fall. & now you say im heartless for not crying.. wtf seriously? wtf? Now you are the one that make me cry.
I know you are in a bad mood. I know you have your own problems. All I can say is, make a decision. Stop wavering in the middle of nowhere.. Uds what you want & get it okay?
PS: Hate myself for being so naive & immature. I wish I myself could be more responsible & sort things out on my own, do my own things. How am I gonna survive without help? I am freaking noob! Argh! I think i am a disappointment to my mom.. I feel bad really.. But I am not helping! Seriously shiman, grow up??? Stop being so childish. Someone give me one tight slap to wake me up please? :(
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