Extraordinary

Tasted extraordinary. Can't go back to ordinary.

Quoted: 还是没习惯国内的生活，总感觉缺少了些什么.虽然回到了家.但并没有想象中家的温暖.是长大了 还是我变了...

生活变了，我们也变了，怎么还会习惯那平平淡淡的生活呢？
尝了山珍海味，又有谁还会说家常便饭好吃呢？可能吧。不过那就要你吃得腻了。如果就是轻轻的尝了一口，你难道不会想吃下去吗？Of course, the life you experienced was so colourful, to expect yourself to get use to the plain life once again, its gonna be hard, and you will not be used to it definitely. Life is such irony. You want thrills and yet you want inner peace.

Tonight is one of the night where negative emotions comes to haunt me.
Someone told me how I wish I was prettier and richer. I told that someone, neither r/s nor friendship should go for that. But tonight I don't have that confident for my statement. You need to be pretty on the outside and the inside before anyone wants you. It's like wtfff, but that is how harsh this world is right now. Tonight is a bad night. Should be doing against rather be doing. Should be washing, studying, ah wtv. but I am not. Pretty wasted my night :(

I don't have that confident anymore.
Cuz life is so harsh upon us.

Fairness? Only Time has it. Time stop for no one and speed up for no one.
But sometimes I wish I can there is a pause button, really, I only need a pause button /:

Stress is the only word for me now /:

PS: To be able to memorise the shape of a P, you're blessed (: