Work

Yesterday WengLoong asked Jastine and me, why do you want to work?
I didn't know how to answer I swear. Just feel like doing it? Im not sure myself. To say that I am short of cash? Not really. I am too free so I work? Also not really. Its just that when you start to work, its like part of your life, you feel like you have to do it.. Although I dont have much commitment to this part time job, but yeah, I still go back to this place after so many challenges isn't it?

Working is like my CCA |: Thats all I can say..

So many times, I wanted to leave that place, that cursed place.. & every single time I go back. At least for now, it's just work, MeiTong and Sixian.. Too straight.? Nah I don't think so. Everyone else have their own life and they actually don't really give a shit about you.. Making use of you and everything, argh, whatever.. Its about 2 years since I worked here.. Although in between there were times that I really left, 3 months of haitus during the start of this year, and subsequently don't feel like coming to work and everything, I am still stuck here rn. SADLY :(

Even though I met a lot of sad things at this place, this place taught me a lot. Showed me the true colours of the evil world. Without evil I won't know what is good, so I am thankful too. Now, its just pure working. "The feeling of meeting new people cures your loneliness but only temporary.. How I wished it was permanent.." hahaha, this is quoted (: People I met in this place, from the worst to the best, so different, so different.

Ytd, I saw so many ppl I know once again.. Paper1, paper2, Olvl~! hahaha~! Reminds me of those retarded times we had together while working last time~! Sweet and sour memories hehe ^^

I want to leave so badly, but sometimes its just that I am used to it :(

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My To-Do-List after next week's run for hope:
- Find Guowen, Meitong & AhMei to ICESKATEE (:
- SWIMMING (:

Hope life will be more relaxing and things will go according to my imagination for once(:

PS: Another girl like that. Doubting faithfulness :<