When it rains, it pours....

祸不单行

The BIG four character word !
It means... Trouble never comes alone !
& I am thinking it's kinda true !!

When did my life became so messy..
I ALSO DONT KNOW LEH !
NI MA DE D:

& just when i thought i found a soulmate.. found a hao peng you..
that hao peng you have to disappoint me !
& just when i began to believe...
the noob have to shatter my hopes !

I was never gonna believe in this BGR thing after what i experienced....
& look around.. yeah true there are a lot couples sweet sweet sweet..
But, a couple that makes me able to congrats them whole heartedly..
NOT THAT MANY. REALLY.

To a beautiful bride that shall not be name, i am really glad she found her true love now <3
I pray that the groom is holy good shit !
Cuz she was hurt so deeply once..
*Flips hair* & cont with life ! How I salute her !
yeah, i mean she is really pretty &  no lack of suitors obviously.
But still.. getting hurt is still painful too.. esp for a girl like her, so lovable & loved.
Congrats on your marriage here ! :D
You shall not be reminded of the past.

Haha, as for myself.. relationship have never been really a part of my life..
hmm. SO I REALLY DONT KNOW LA !
Single means Simple, Couple means Complicated.?!
hahahah, who is willing to lead a complicated life w a simpleton like me :/
Obviously............ Nobody.??
HUR. HUR. HUR.

PS: Maybe I am stupid, but am i really that stupid.? I still have feelings okay.? It's not like i can forget every single anger i got.. I hate it when i forget everything the moment pple say sorry or act as if nth happens ! yah, act as if nth happens, then i got to forgive.? When smth happens, HOW TO ACT AS IF NTH HAPPENED?! you best at this i swear.. No sorry, just nothing. BOX BOX BOX YOU LA ! yah, & I still dk how to open my golden mouth to whack everything at you ! :x

My June holidays :3

Just an update about my June holidays ~ ^^

Weiling's Birthday + USS w shuttlers !!! :DD

Planned a surprise for the lovely woman !

Covered her eyes to USS from Studios M Hotel ! :DD

Weiling, a girl who cries so easily & melts my heart ! xoxo ! <3

Stay strong babee, for there are people out here caring about you ! 

& yeah, of course fun la ! We badminton people leh ! hahaha ! Group photos like these are awesomeeee ! :D

Perry not inside these pix cuz he left early ! Stupid fisherman ! :x

& below are some pics i really loveeeeee :D

Before we went for transformers !! XDD

Jared ai zai ai zai siol !! :B

I can never express my love for this group of humans/monsters..

Animals even.? haha how we organise them tgt.?

How we enjoy talking rubbish tgt.?

even tho thr aren't always H2H talks with them, but i care for them still !

Band Concert 2012

Haha, went with the Shuttlers again !

Ok, sian max ! But I saw yuxuan & Joel ! Still took a pic w Joel..

But sighh.. dk whr it went liao lar ! :X

More of my zilian with Sixian?! Cuz we waited for damn longgggg ~

Xian with my hairband ! <3

Harry Potter: The Exhibition

Went to this awesome exhibition with xiaoxin, georgina, christine & nixin ! :D

Nixin came directly from JB ! :D HUAT AR ! Love ya !

I particularly love this photo a lot cuz we seems to be so free ! :D

A wonderful with this bunch of bitches ! hahahhaa !

& how i wanna post xiaoxin "POHOTOSHOOT" picx here !

But i shall not have the honour of disgracing her further!

LOL, & I definitely think that the exhibition is worth it for harry potter's fans ! :D

& for me... I am okay okay, but ya i watched all movies & read some of the series.. so NOT BAD NOT BAD :D

Ok, who knows how angry & sad i was that day !

These girls brought me to let off my steam at the arcade !

Played the shooting of basketball ! 

How thankful I am to have them in my lifeeeee :D

Giving me tons of advices that i needed & the courage for me to face my problems !

hehehehe ! xie xie xie xie ni men ! WO HEN AI NI MEN WORRRR !!! :DDD

I feel damn bad for not being totally fun that day !

Felt even guilty when i poured all my problems to them..

but they not even sick of me ! Still help me think of solution ! 

WHERE TO FIND SUCH FRIENDS.?!?!!

HERE IN MY LIFE I HAVE THEM !  BLESS ME (:

Next,

GENTING TRIP :X

When i lost my phone & almost all photos are inside..

These are pics that we salvaged :B

Christine Peh Princess de SHENG RI ! 

Happy 18th to you my princess !

Thanks for always helping me you cutie ! ^^ 

xoxoxoxoxo loads ! 

Micheeee !

Michi *
hahaha, Crazy in Korean.
Yepp, I am going crazy.
Still no time for a proper post D:<

Lots of things going on..
Having dreams almost every night..
Really random ones...
& this sucks big time cuz it means that the time i really spend on sleeping is so little. & i get really tired !

I really wanna thank Nixin, Xiaoxin, Georgina & Christine for being by my side & support me even tho i'm so irritating & kill joy.?? :( I am really glad to have them in my poly life. <3 xoxo.

Next also to my dearest Samantha Tan Wan Tingggg ! For sharing joys & woes with me. haha not really la. I mean we just kinda share everything.? Its lovely how our friendship stands still even tho we aren't really fond of each others' attitude. like HOW I AM SO NOT INTO GAMING.?! & HOW OUR MINDSET ARE SO DIFFERENT.?! hehehe!

Next, definitely to Tong Tong ! Meitong Yap ! I can trust her.?! I HOPE I CAN.?! if now i will die ! hahahhaa ! This is the same for huixian bubu too !! thanks for giving me courage.?! & being by my side to listen to my whines & complains ! (:

& To my beloved shuttlers! <3 You guys are forever my babies!
had a H2H talk w Weiling, Hongkai & Sixian today.. <3 Sweeties. we are somehow facing the same trouble & going thru certain difficult stage of our life. budden, i believe we can pass through them !! XOXO. Got really emotional today & thanks for being thereee loves (:

PS: Need to stop thinking of you, cuz i don't even know if you're thinking of me ! :(

Dumb Dumb :/

I am in the worst mood ever cus i lost an iPhone4s..
Guilty ttm..
#dumbdumb #blurblur #blursotong #cumgong #foreverblur #shagua

Sigh, and the "best thing" is..
I don't even know how i lost it..
T_T and the person who picked it up just don't wanna return me !
kup me phone all that !

Mom said i got pick pocketed..
Cuz phone was in my pocket the whole time while i was playing rides at the Genting Outdoor Theme park... *SOBS*

Most of the photos from genting trip are in my phone...
you don't know how much guilt i feel...
Sucks to be me.
& some things inside really means something to me :/
Yet, i could never retrieve them back again :(

I could get some of my past contacts from my backup & some photos..
But many of them are just in my phone..
:(

I think I am really NOOB :(

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你不知道我有多内疚。
或许，我这样的内疚是不应该的。
做也内疚，不做也内疚，那我是应该怎么样啊？
I'm some one who feels guilty easily..
Like... If I wake you up, I will be guilty for not letting you rest, if I don't wake you up, I will be guilty for not letting you do your stuffs.. -.-

PS: What to do.????! :/

Weeee, Miracle ! XD

Weeee ~ ! 

Guess what ?!

My parents allowed me to go genting w Huixian & Meitong !

Even though i lied a bit.. hmm, that part abt getting discount ..

& the part that huixian's parents' volunteered to bring me go.....

But wtv, she still allowed !

& I M SUPER DUPER HAPPY! :DDD

Can't wait.. 2 more assholic days before i can go & relax ~ :P

PS: My first time going Malaysia since i "dong shi" :x

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Many things happened this past week..

I am glad to have all of you by my side..

And I hope to have all of you to be always by my side..

xoxo. ily. <3

Sugarloaf w Sugaraddictx3

So, smth on my wish list can be cancelled !!
I went to sugarloaf finally ! Thanks to Vernesa who brought us there ! HEHE ^^
xiexieni ! ^^

A make-up day with Vernesa prettaye !! xDD
Nice dessert & food !! xDD

Idk what's this called but hen hao chi ! ^^

My cheesecakeeee ! ^^ DAMN NICEEEE ! :DD

& some photos that we took that day! :D

Pictures speaks a thousand words ~
I am so lazy to post ~
Posting now cuz they're playing mahjoong ~~
Clement, mei, rax, meitong & sixian all at my house nowwwwwwwwww !
>_<

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEI LING !!!! <33
SWEET HEART !!! <3
09062012, hope we can celebrate your bday like that till forever ~ :D

Crazy Night :/

Don't know whats happening now..
I am so fucking tired..
But i jump up on bed & just couldn't get back to sleep !

I was supposed to enjoy a good good sleep from 12 to 8am... yet now... PLANS SCREWED. Maybe its cus of the weather. very hot siol ... -.-
Humid rather. sucks please.

Since i cant sleep, i shall just post then.. imma gonna upload the sugarloaf's photos soon! pretty pretty cakees ^^ hehe ^^

Its been a hectic week for me.
Filled with emotions & thoughts.
Ppl making me cry silently in the night & ppl making me laugh & smile like there is no tomorrow :D

"Why cant you cry it out.? we r all friends here what !"
This is what my friends always ask me.. as for the answer. i think i found it. No matter how bad mood i'm feeling, when i see you, YOU LIGHT MY WORLD LIKE NOBODY ELSE! hahahaha, how do i cry in front of ppl that so so beautiful & awesome in my life !? so, as long as you are there, my tears will never be shed... Cus its not your responsibility to wipe my tears which are caused by others. (: But you're definitely responsible to keep the smile on my face ^^

i guess thats all i have to say now. gonna try heading back to bed again.

PS: Cant trust a brb/ttyl . This is all just a joke, just a lie . Douche .

A photo of mom & me to end the post.. World greatest mommy :D