Days like this :(

MOODLESS. SPEECHLESS. NOTHINGNESS.

舍不得是人最大的弱点，也是最真的善良。
有多不舍得，也要选择离开，因为这是我觉得最好的决定，来满足你所要的生活。

Days pass and feelings fade, I’m wondering if you regret that decision you made.
I. Never. Regret.

PS: Time like these. Where I am suppose to have no time at all. OB script, learning session, BA tutorial.. Sigh.. I rather I sleep.. Filter out negative thoughts, I've got no time for these craps (: Ok this is really bad.. I should go to bed soon :(

Anw, blogger is pissing the hell out of me, I can't edit my blog like whut ?! They should quickly fix this stupid problem eh !! #bullshit

This.

Sometimes, some things

有时候，故意把自己搞到很忙，为了不让自己胡思乱想～

有些事就算我們再怎麼不情願，也得做。

有些人就算我們再怎麼不喜歡，也得忍 !

This is life, suck it up (Y)

Gone were those days :'(

Only had lecture from 9am to 11am today, but it was a busy day!!

What I did today
- Rehearse conveyancing role play
- Study for conveyancing
- OB tutorial
- UT script done !! :D
- Help Yuzheng book chalet

Taking a short break before I polish my company law project stuffs (:

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Yes, gone were those days where the only thing we do is to enjoy life..

走着走着， 就散了， 回忆都淡了；
看着看着， 就累了， 星光也暗了；
听着听着， 就醒了， 开始埋怨了；
回头发现， 你不见了， 突然我乱了。

从前，已不见，我们能做的，就是向前…… 我和你的故事也到了断点……我们曾经相信的故事，相信彼此会在彼此的身边，一直到永远，永远做好朋友，都没了，没了……虽然很痛，不过我会试着用笑容面对一切（^_^）不是笑一笑，没什么事情过不了吗？呵呵～ 太多人停留在过去，不愿意往前……我嘛，也不就是其中一个？没什么特别的，也没什么希奇的。不管开心或不开心，地球照转，时间照走，没有人会可怜你不是吗？
Heartache, lies, not moving on etc. I am just one of them ^^ Nothing new, nothing special (: #WHATSTHEBIGDEAL :B

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Lastly, Happy birthday JunSu Oppa!!! ^^

Perfect looks & beautiful voice x

MA HANSUM BOY <3

How to be more careful !?

I really detest this blurness of mine! Some people still can tell me 傻人会有傻福！？Mehhhh!!!! Lies lies lies! Being as blur as me will only cause unluckiness! Yeah I am blogging now cuz I took the wrong side of the train at city hall and i have to go one big round before i reach cck.. Arghh!!! Not to even mentioning what happened this week, I forgot my earpiece before I went out today, then I went home to take it. when I board the bus I realised I coincidentally forgot my ez link card too :( do I really need someone else to always be there to remind me what to bring out, check my bag, check my time table? NOOOOOO!!!!!!

Sigh talking about this week. I thought conveyancing starts at 12pm.. So I happily went to have lunch with xx & chris after BA lecture. HOW AWKWARD IT WAS FOR ME TO ENTER I LAW AT 12 WHEN LESSON STARTED AT 11AM! FML LIKE SERIOUSLY!!! /: Like a Joke /:

Cant blame others for laughing at me? Cuz I am a blur sotong that is born to be laughed at? This week is just so... The only good thing is that I passed my BTT (:

PS: Someone please teach me how to be less blur ~ If not i will become smbeyondBLURsky really soooon :(

我真的不想的 :(

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TO DO LIST BY THURSDAY! D:< (I JUST HAVE TO TYPE THIS OUT!)

- Company Law Quiz (Monday 0900)
- Article analysis for OB
- Complete Company Law Task 2
- Finish conveyancing law role play rehearsal
- Study conveyancing law 
- Finish up script for Understanding Theatre
- Rehearse play for UT
- BA tutorial
- OB tutorial 

A Dog x

I want a dog.
I should say, I want a pet.
At times like this, I really wish I can have a pet by my side.
To take care and have fun with it (:

But, the only animal I can imagine taking care of is a dog.
hahaha, bias-ness i know.. XP

But, I know I don't have the time for a dog right now..
I am going to be a bad owner..
If I managed to find a stray dog, yeah I will definitely adopt it..
But to buy a dog rn? Nah.. My mom will slaughter me :(
I love dogs, big ones, small ones, haha especially big ones ^_<

You know, my dream is to have a husky (: hehe ^^

You ran a marathon? 

How heavy was the sled? 

(hehe)

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Been really busy and my mind is in a mess!
3 projects to do over this weekend and company law test on monday :(

No time for this little space of mine?
Might be posting ridiculously short posts /:
I need to jiayou !!! /:

PS: Till I find meaning in this life (:

Don't you love.?

"You think I didn't love him meh?"

Someone said that to me.
No la, you loved him a lot a lot ok? hahaha
But sad to say, sometimes, love is not enough, there are so many factors affecting a relationship. Personality, timing, family, background, future, friends blah blah blah.. Love is overrated to me cuz it really isn't everything.. Don't tell me you can survive on love alone.. Three words: In your dreams. Food, water, air and other basic necessities ? How about that ?

Sometimes love isn't love. Even when two are in love with each other, they cannot be together.

You think its romantic that a girl elope w a guy in dramas? It is just plain childish to me. Someone committing suicide for another, giving up everything for the other party.. You mad bro? There are certain things you must sacrifice, certain things you can choose to give in and some things that you can give up, but, committing suicide when someone doesn't love you like the way you love him/her? Plain stupidity. Many things are part of your life. BGR is just a part of it. Maybe cuz of the time you spend with him/her thats why it feels like a huge part of your life.. But tell me, will you really die if he/she leaves you? Nah, water & food will ensure your survival already..

PS: Let go of what isn't compatible with your life :D

Anw, quick rant of Queen of SOP..
Even though I am kind of attracted to Zhang Han, this person made a really good view of the drama~
http://dramarants.wordpress.com/2012/07/29/the-queen-of-sop-first-impressions-ost/
tadaaaaaaa~!

Hello, my gang (:

Hello, sick girl over here.. Its going to be 4am soon but here I am,  wide awake.. Cuz I napped just now.. Having a long long longgg chat with Mandi now.. But I think she is asleep already? hehe.. Somehow, I am so missing my friends rn /: so.. I shall blog about them !

Najiha's belated birthday surprise (:

Mandi, Joey, Sam, Cass and Najiha had a girl day out in the noon to Strictly Pancakes! (: My virgin trip there and it was okayyy i guess.? But I don't think I will suggest to go there myself.. hahaha, not worth it for the food? It was a good experience nevertheless! Its been so long since I meet them out and chat with them. Its been so long now too since this happened like one month plus ago and I am only blogging about it now.. hahaa.. so sorrryyy :(

Then we had to blindfold Najiha to Swensens! HAD A REALLY HARD TIME LOOKING FOR THE SWENSENS IN ION !!!! >:( It is at such a secluded area LOL

And yeap! Had a great dinner there with the Gang~ So much fun ^^

Love this photo, we look like a heartshape don't you think so? <3

Haha, celebrating christmas in a christmas tree teehee ^^

We look like a family at a wedding dinner no? hehe ^^ 

WE SHOT THROUGH THE FOG (:

(Genting Trip)

Genting trip was really more fun than what I imagined.. Really.. Over my expectations!

Genting is a boring place. Really. Like a mini sentosa with lots of fog.. But they managed to make it so damn fun! We were all really tired before the trip, during the trip and after the trip.. But I appreciate all the fun this group of ppls give to me (: Without them, I guess my life would be definitely less fun x 10000.. Yuzheng & Shukai were really such gentlemen ^^ Good roommates to bunk in with ! I want to thank them for being so understanding to girls' needs.. The amount of time Sam and me hogged the toilet.. They were so understanding.. They even went to the other guys' rooms to have their shower.. Thanks guys! 

And Sam, I am glad you "pressured" me to come for this trip <: And I am super happy that you took the space shot ! LIKE SUPER! I don't know how to express my satisfaction when you decided to take the space shot with me! haha, I know to me all those rides seems pretty pointless cuz I am not afraid of rides. I know its a big try-out for you and I am glad you did it with me! :D hahas, super happy you know? Even though I didn't show it out <:

But there are also moments that I was quite pissed during this trip.. MEAL TIMES :( Arghh.. I would rather eat separately.. Yeah, we did eat separately.. Its too much a chore to find places that can fit 16 of us.. Yeah, that is practically the only downside in this trip /:

Bowling session was awesome thanks to the luminous alley~! So much fun ^^

Karaoke sessions were not bad too.. considering 16 ppl, 2 mics.. haha, I'd love to hear Malcolm rap again! Like a black rapper really! DAEBAKK! 

Pub session. To bring yuzheng to drink! LOL! Martell with mixer! weehoo! The place was too noisy for us to talk properly.. so.. it was alright I guess.. 

YOLO-ED? I guess everyone did their yolo stuffs there except me.. Haha, I still don't find the challenge for me in genting or in life .. 

So thankful for them to be in my life & to take up my time :D

2 years after graduation.. How many two years will there be in the future? :O

PS: Indeed. There will be problems between friends, but if everyone is willing to put in effort, this friendship thing might just work out (: 

Anw mandi is really asleep, goodnight ! Time for me to head to bed too ! :O 

2013

Today did not feel like 2013 totally.
I am feeling so lost now.
I actually dread this new year so much.

Dreading the start of school.
Dreading attachment.
Dreading the NS enrollment of the JC guys.
Dreading the changes that will be coming.
Dreading the changes I have to make.
Dreading the responsibilities that I have to shoulder.
And lastly, dreading another year of mind-fucks.

Nothing much to look forward to, 2013 better be good /:

PS: 如果我真的很成熟，就不会那么痛苦了。If I really am mature, I wouldn't be so miserable.