Life is unfair

"It's not fair," Paige said. She was in the cafeteria having lunch with Kat and Honey.
Kat shook her head. "Nobody said life has to be fair."
Paige looked around the antiseptic white-tiled room. "This whole place depresses me. Everybody is sick."
"Or they wouldn't be here," Kat pointed out.
- Nothing Lasts Forever | Sidney Sheldon

I guess this extract is really true isn’t it? At least, it is in my eyes.

Rich, poor, tall, short, fat, etc. How is this world fair?

I’ve been spending my days reading and reading for the past 2 weeks. However, what am I reading for? Instead of learning and getting hands on with the things that I am suppose to do, I am reading fictions after fictions every single day. The sad truth is that I am reading just to pass time. Ok, I don’t mean that reading during leisure time is bad. BUT HI EVERYDAY? WHEN I AM SUPPOSE TO BE WORKING? It doesn’t even make sense to me..

Back to the fairness topic, whoever tells me that this world is fair is going to get one tight slap from me. When I was younger, I thought that the world is fair by default. (Cannot believe that I was so naïve and dumb.) Like many families with more than one child, parents will buy the similar things for all their kids. I guess that is also why parents with twins always buy 2 of each thing. TO BE FAIR. But I don’t really get it, who said that life would be fair, why do we even think that way? Even the law is not fair please. You want to get justice, you either have money or you have a lot of time. If you don’t have either, you will not get your justice.

This survival thing, it is a fucking tedious chore for me. I don’t even get it.

Why study? To get good results.
Why do I need to get good results? To get a good job.
Why do I need to get a good job? To earn money.
Why do I need to earn money? To help others and raise a family.
Why do I need to married and set up a family? To make sure humans don’t extinct.
Why do I need to stop extinction? IDK IDK IDK IDK.
I have got no answers in my head to be honest. Like life is just a mystery to me. LOL
Yeah damn right, and I am going to be the detective and find out why do I need to live like this! And I am quite sure that I will be bringing these questions to my deathbed. Ahhahha

PS: Money isn’t going to make you happy if you are living in misery, however, it does make misery more bearable.

NS men in uniform should stand in trains when crowded

WOW THIS ARTICLE:
http://www.tremeritus.com/2014/04/04/nsmen-in-uniform-should-stand-in-trains-when-crowded/

WHAT? WHY?
I got a shocked after reading this article and I seriously don't get it.
So after one whole week in camp training to protect their nation, they cannot even sit in the train? And they are suppose to give their seats up to those who sits in the office for 8 hours already? Where is the logic? If NS men are condemned because they are not giving up their seats to the sick and elderly, it is understandable, but for every citizen? Is there really a need?

Quoted: I would just like to add that in my school days as an NCC cadet, we would never sit unless there were no other standing passengers. There was no MRT then. Just our buses. We were conscious of the image we projected of our Corps and our School. And we were just boys!

So this person meant that sitting down in a train when there are other people standing means that NS men portrays bad image. Wow, I thought I learnt that we should respect and look up to our Singapore Arm Forces that are protecting the country? If they don't get enough rest, who will then take their place and protect the country?!

PS: The comments given to this person are really harsh already, I shall stop, but he is really being ridiculous.

Office

She had loved him for such a long time, she thought. How was it that she did not know him at all?

Alas! they had been friends in youth;

But whispering tongues can poison truth;

And constancy lives in realms above;

And life is thorny; and youth is vain;

And to be wroth with one we love

Doth work like madness in the brain.

—Samuel Taylor Coleridge, “Christabel”

Credits: Cassandra Clare’s Clockwork Prince (The infernal devices trilogy)

4 days into the working life, as a temporary staff in this firm.

I am truly conflicted… Life is good? Life is not good? I am not even sure of it myself. However, I know I am someone that is going to hate office work in the future. I am not cut out for it. Firstly, I am definitely not an early bird. Secondly, I can’t stand peak hours for my own sake. (The number of times I crashed into random strangers on mrt/bus when I could not balance myself is just embarrassing.) Therefore, I have decided, to take bus to work from the interchange so that I can get a seat even though the bus ride is an hour +) I need to get an office job which is not so office. HAHAHAHA. Like I can walk around and travel around the world if possible. Since I am highly adaptable to most environments and I do not have motion sickness. J

My future is still very bleak (HOW WHAT TO DO IDK)

Waiting for acceptance for uni, and then go uni and then what? IDK

As of now, I am truly worried for my own future. How to I repay my parents?

And I tried to learn how to cook ABC soup. Mom said it is a simple soup. But I got irritated halfway while peeling the potatoes. Eerrrr, continue to try I guess? Sigh. 

PS: This post is really random and I don’t even know what I am doing here.