Friday, July 26, 2013

快乐 不再快乐 - 付梦妮



快乐 不再快乐(童话1/2片尾曲)歌词

作词:商步芸
作曲:海南
演唱:付梦妮

爱不爱我能选择
享受单纯没有忧愁
直到你出现后就扰乱所有

你让我不知所措
在你面前我不是我
就好像是被你操纵的木偶

故事开始回不去了
最美的梦已走远了
你答应给我的快乐不再快乐
我怀念的我不见了

故事后来全都变了
你的承诺又给谁了
我曾经有的快乐已不再快乐
笑容不是甜的 爱上你是苦的
你明明爱我 却不能说

我只能隐藏自己
扮演好需要的角色
我才能再继续偷偷的爱你

爱我的你快乐吗
爱你的我泪流了
当你看着我却喊着她的名

PS: 好好听,歌词也好感动,应该都勾起那些失望的回忆了吧?Touching lyrics, a sad song that brings back all those disappointing memories.. Who doesn't have a story that belongs to themselves? Sometimes, only music is the one that is able to bring out your true emotions (':

Wednesday, July 24, 2013

Old friend

So here I am, taking a little break from life.. Yeah, apparently I need a break from life.. Have not been feeling well for the pass few days, even got 2 days MC, wow.. And yes, including those sucky meds that I hate.. At least swallowing pills doesn't have any taste to it.. BUT WHY GOT SYRUP?! WHYY??!?! >:( And I hate the freaking taste of the syrup :( Ok, enough about whining..

Nothing warms the heart like an old friend - unknown

I don't mean old friends like friends for very long, I mean old friends that you lost contact with because of external environment.. for 90s kids like me, we don't have the luxury of whatsapp, facebook to keep us connected. Or maybe it's me. My childhood was running around the neighbourhood, shouting and screaming from my friends' block to call them down to our playground.. Call me a kampung girl, call me a wild girl, but apparently rushing to the playground after school was basically my childhood. 

When I got facebook and all these things, it was already awkward for me to add those primary school friends that I never even talk to for years... But then, I believe, some old friends like these still warms the heart of mine.. Memories of them, memories of us when all of us was still a blank page filled with innocence.. There is this one childhood friend of mine, even though we don't keep in contact, but since we stay near each other, we kind of bump into each other occasionally.. & the best thing is, I don't feel awkward with her at all.. like 5 minutes chat below my block.. So aunty but whatever :B

Even if we don't talk for years, this kind of friendship, so near yet so far, it is just so beautiful. 
(Partly because there will never be any misunderstandings in this kind of friendships)

We need old friends to help us grow old and new friends to help us stay young ;)


Sunday, July 14, 2013

Term Break

It seems to me that term break just ended although in actual fact, it ended 1 month ago :(
Still cannot believe that I am 1 month into school already but that's a cold hard fact. My 20 days term break was definitely a wheel of time for me.. All I did was to spend and spend and spend!

Immediately after paper, (04062013)
126 dim sum w xx, chris & george! (:
& also Hangover 3 with them hehe xoxo <3



05062013
Had so much fun in ktv with Karen & Amirul~
Plus a superrrr FULL-filling sushi tei buffet XDXD


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B2L02 Class BBQ! 
Good chef makes good food and I am responsible for eating them hehe~
Like always, there are desserts from Ms Cynthia !!! ^^
(The Chicken with melted cheese on the top is damn good really :P)



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Red Star with The Gang 
(I didn't know there is such an awesome dim sum place in SG!!!!!!)
Plus Movie: Now You See Me
Just a typical relaxing time with them (:
Minions are so KAWAIII 


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Now You See Me AGAINNNNN~! 
(Anyway the movie is pretty mindblowing ^^)
This time round with karen, amirul, xx & chris! 
Plus this is the first time I tried Paris Baguette (expensive but kinda yummy)


And then there is this 4F girls reunion, it was good I could say.. 
We weren't able to meet up for quite awhile yet everything still feels good (:
Hope all of you are going to continue to do well in your future studies!



Ofcourse, My gonggong's birthday!! 


My Grandpa is getting old and old age is not going to keep all those illness away.. They keep on coming and it just gets more and more.. I guess what I can do now is to cherish whatever time there is to take care and love him.. I love my grandpa, he is someone who is always strong and sane. I think that he is a great father and a awesome leader of the family <3 GongGong Jiayou! 

PS: Been trying to save up after my ridiculous spending within 20 days, but up till now, I am still recouping my "losses" :(:(:(

Thursday, July 4, 2013

One More Night - Maroon 5

Haven't got my hands on here for quite awhile..
Have been giving myself constant reminders to update this space of mine, but I just don't have the time for this.. I don't really have time now too.. This is kind of a cheat post.. It's just a post to share a song that I really like with anyone who reads my blog (: Maroon 5 is just an amazing band (:


You and I go hard, at each other like we going to war
You and I go rough, we keep throwing things and slammin' the door
You and I get so, damn dysfunctional we stopped keeping score
You and I get sick, yah I know that we can't do this no more

But baby there you again, there you again making me love you
Yeah I stopped using my head, using my head let it all go
Got you stuck on my body, on my body like a tattoo
And now i'm feeling stupid, feeling stupid crawling back to you
So I cross my heart, and I hope to die, that I'll only stay with you one more night
And I know I said it a million times
But i'll only stay with you one more night

Trying to tell you no, but my body keeps on telling you yes
Trying to tell you stop, but your lipstick got me so out of breath
I'd be waking up, in the morning probably hating myself
And i'd be waking up, feeling satisfied but guilty as hell

PS: My short 20 days holidays was over in a flash, and I'm now 3 weeks into school.. My holidays and money was well spent ~ (T_T) Currently bankrupt now.. I will try to post my holidays and it's a holiday I want to remember.. & also a motivation for me to get through 5 more weeks of school! (: Everybody hold on tight now!!