WHUTT !?!

Today. I. Feel. So. Dumb. Once. Again.

("( (>_<) )")

Cus I had to be so gullible & keep kena tricked the whole day againzxc..

Every time I get tricked, i always wonder why the hell I so dumb dumb ! 

My timeline since the clock his 0000 last night.

> Ate dinner with HHH

> Slept at 4am

> Woke up at 8am :(

> Nua in bed till 10am

> Wash clothes, watch Gakuen Alice then to school

> Badluckme had to cab halfway cus the bus shoo wols !

> Family Law

> Changi City Point with Cherie, Gibson, Clement & WeiChiat

Texas Chicken for dinner ! AWESOMEE ! I love the strawberry shortcakeee ! ^^

And I get the idea of East side pple is different from west side.. LOL..

But no matter what, we are all humansssss .. 

To-do list this lonely night: BA TUTORIAL !!! >:(

I really don't feel like doingzxc lehh ! But cannot ! #leggo shiman !

Anw, SUM DING IZZ VEHHLY WONG WITT MEE ! >:(

Lost of appetite plus insomnia.?!

No, not insomnia ! Just keep waking up when I sleep ! irritates me a lot ! 

This is so not me.. Some more can puke my dinner w hhh ytd :(

Weird, weird, weird ..

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This is pretty meaningful, it got me thinking a lot (:

You might be at your lowest point where you stretch yourself to the maximum, but as long as you dont break, the more you stretch the further you will go (:

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PS: You worst nightmare might just be my sweetest dream (>_<)

iloveyou

I love Samantha Tan..
For some reasons..
For all the harsh words (:
xoxo.. (:

I love Mei Tong Yap ! 
Thanks for always accompanying me when I am down..
You really always take my rubbish !! :(
I pity you ~ ~ ~ :(

I love HHH too <3

HHH, you don't talk rubbish okayy.??

Every time I am the one who anyhow bomb all the rubbish.. >_<

And you always slap me outta my nonsense..

You & your chicken thinks the same wayyy ~

Maybe you guys are right ~

I will heed your advise & grow up ~ 

I promise I will try, even if it is hard for me ~ 

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It's not that I can't do it..

Sometimes I expected the disappointment.. But I still feel so devastated when what I expected comes out !! Stupid me ! Dumb me ! Arghh !

Need to try to just take everything as a joke.. All those nice words that you guys says just cuz you got nth to talk .. 

I promise I will try, I will. 

You brought my smile back to me (:

I came across this quote last few days..

" Somebody asked me if I knew you.. A million memories flashed through my mind, but I just smiled and said I used to.. "

I am glad that I won't have to use this.. as for now..
This Euroy Chong not angry with me anymore !!! XD
I hope nothing bad is gonna happen anymore !!!
I wanna believe every ending is a happy one & that my friends will be happy (:

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有时候打给你，很多废话又或者一言不语， 其实心里最想说的只不过是一句：我很想你。很多时候，不知所措，不知道该说什么，其实只不过是我不懂怎么表达对你的关心，不知道怎么告诉你：我心疼你，我担心你。

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PS: I will do what I can.

3 points of view

I typed and I backspaced, i typed and i backspaced..

Again & again this action continues..

I've got no idea how to string my thoughts into coherent sentences..

It's kinda funny and weird how I got myself into this situation..

Having to put myself into the shoes of 3-4 person..

Oh, i found this very nice user w many meaningful tweets..

Chinese tweets though..

iAdonis_ 我等你，一直一直等你。 我在这里等你，其实只是为了积累足够多的失望，多到能说服自己戒掉对你的暧昧幻想。 24 07 12 5:04 PM

iAdonis_ 一个无声的拥抱对一颗不快乐的心来说就是千言万语了。 24 07 12 6:04 PM

Maybe that's how I feel ? 

& sometimes, a friendly hug can cure everything (:

It sucks so much to be wallowing in sadness, so i am going to come out strong.

There are some things, definitely against my own principle, some things that I will never do.. ( Like drug trafficking? >_< ) But you tempt me again & again, I am so afraid, that I cannot take the temptation one day. That I feel for one shoe more than the other two. Noooo, i can't and i won't. 

I need to stop believing is jokes, lies & crap talks seriously..

Find myself really dumb to always believe what others says ! >:(

Shall just end this post w a nice song..

Maybe, just maybe I'd meet a best friend that won't lie to me..

It does not matter which gender..

But to have a soulmate who won't keep things from you..

My hope, my wish & my dream..

Haziqah Haha :D

This post is dedicated to my beloved senior from TP..
She is the one that made me feel so welcomed at the alien place..
When I've got no friends, when I just enter the East side of singapore..
She is always bubbly, cheery & really hyped in my memory...
I want her to go back to how I first met her !

Although we aren't that close, but I feel you (:
I guess I am able to understand what you're going through..
And I know it sucks big time, you just wanna sleep sleep sleep till forever !
But we gotta face the cruel world over here.. Sadly..
So, just fuck it and move on ! (:

Ok, so i uploaded this ghey thing on instagram ! 

Just for you babeee ! <3

Only fall for the ones who treat you right !

Screw those that come and lead you on, give you hopes & then shatter them :(

Give them some tight slaps ! hahaha !

You said these & you know, YOU R RIGHT ! (:

He is not worth your tears,

more than that, he is definitely not worth your health, your happiness!

Cry, scream and whack for all you want now, let it all out !

But when time comes, let go of these feelings..

Like junk food, you need to abstain from it !!

& after a while, you will find that healthy food are nice too (:

I am sure your friends are all really great & supportive of you (:

You will make it through this ordeal & come out even stronger than before (:

Time heals all wound ! you must believe that you can do it !

& Actually, i think you're really courageous!

To be telling everyone who hurt you, to delete him from your world & cut off all ties w him..

The girl tt consoled you td couldn't do that.. she just let everything flow.. Avoid when possible.. 

She don't even have the guts to mention any names.. :(

She don't even dare to say how they hurt her so damn much..

So, you are cool ! really ! (:

I want that smile on your face to be back (:

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PS: Sometimes its letting go & not giving up. I rmbed Clement once told me "whats meant to be yours would be yours eventually" if its not meant to be yours, why go after it.? If it is meant to be yours, you don't have to chase after it so badly, it will be there waiting for you (: (Still cannot believe this happy-go-lucky quack quack will say this kinda thing!) Nobody is at fault, guys are just douche bags (: Creatures that leads ppl on when they're confused, then when they sort out their minds, they can just throw you aside? Sigh, why why why am I always looking at the ugly side of this world?! I'd always believed that this world is beautiful, now i am trying very hard to believe that it is still beautiful. But every facts that came down upon me seems to telling me otherwise.. Not safe anymore :( So... to face this world, we just gotta be stronger & stronger.. :/


Protect me? Let me be safe & sound by your side? :/

In the kNight

Just an update on movies !
Caught Abraham Lincoln, the vampire hunter & the dark knight !
Both hunts at night ! LOL !

Abraham Lincoln

Those who love sherlock holmes will definitely enjoy this movie !
haha, i myself quite enjoy it ! Rmbed i was really tired when i enter the theatre..
BUT THE SHOW KEPT ME AWAKE THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE MOVE!
NICEEE ! Quite action packed yo !
But I won't recommend this movie to those who doesn't like olden days shows..
OK! That's about it !
As for the plot, go watch it yourself ! (:

The Dark Knight Rises ! (20072012)

Ok, i was disappointed with this movie !
Not up to my expectation i'd say ??
More of hand to hand combat ! Whr r the gadgets of batman?!
Bleh.. And not many hunks in the movie ! LOL.. jkjk..

but nevertheless, it was a great meetup with everyone !
And yet, it was the worst day of my life ! Maybe not, but according to my memory, its the worst alr..
TImeline of the day:
School > Meet chris to study a bit of BA > Home to nap > Domino's to clebrate Daphne's birthday > KSS to join CFN for awhile > Dark Knight > HOME TO TRY TO SLEEP -.-

Freaking tired cus i had 9am lesson.. & i had to wake up like 6am?!
Domino's pizza was really good, i enjoyed the food really! & Daphne had the pizza as her birthday cake (:
Altho we went to CFN for less than an hour, we managed to join the mass dance ! AWESOMEE!
I was really tired hence i didnt join them studying after movie..
Yet I couldn't sleep thanks to somebody !
& the most embarrassing event of the day !
I was walking slowly cuz i was texting.. Heard someone from behind: Can walk faster? Thought it was my brooooo... CUZ HE ALWAYS DOES THAT ! So i replied crudely: NO! "We need to catch the train!" OMG I TURNED AND REALISED IT WAS NOT THE BRAWWWTHERRR!
Kept on apologising & wanted to dig a hole to hide siah ! Freaking paiseh !
Ok, its just the SUAYEST DAY OF MY LIFE ! D:<

Enough talk, pictures !

Those who went for dinner (:

Our sumptuous dinner !

Happy birthday Daphne ! (1107)

We know its damn belated !

Miss you hen duo hen duo !

We all know you're busy with your poly life & you still got your curfew !

But please please please try to make time for us okayyy .?

hahaha, I still wish someday in the future, we can all still meet up, even if its just a dinner (:

YAYE ! LOVE YOU A LOT A LOT !

Times like this ! xoxo !

Till next time ! (:

Enjoy your life to the max ok.?

No matter where you are, must never forget us !

(:

OK SO CHEESY! >_<

PS: Your favourite orange colour (:

Dreams opposes reality :/

Ok, actually that doesn't apply to me..
Cus I've got no one to wish to be together with.. For now.. At least..
But I bet all girls wish to meet their prince charming isn't it.??
To have someone to place a blanket over you when you're cold, then act like they are not cold?
To have someone to accompany you home, or text you to tell you "don't look back, im behind you" when you're walking home alone at night..
To have someone who is willing to wait till you're asleep before they go to bed themselves.
To have someone who is always be there waiting for you because they're afraid to have you wait for them..
To have someone warm (doesnt apply to cold guys) to hug you when youre cold ?
aiyah, cannot think alr lah.. I also nv experience before.. Just based on my imagination i guess these are what most couples do.?? :B
so yah, who doesn't want to meet that guy ?!
Someone who you can open up to, someone who knows all your secrets :/
Ok, shall not talk about this anymore!
I hope everyone in r/s can have a happy r/s !
Those w/o a r/s can meet the Mr.Right soon ! (:
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As for my title, thank you xiao chiat ! hahaha !
Weichiat told me that when i tweeted that i woke up to bad dream !
It's not exactly a nightmare because there is no monster chasing me around.. Talking about this.. Haha, i rmbed i had this dream during my genting trip! Monster chasing me around under HDB flats ! LOL ! That was pretty real tooo !
Ok, I really hope its true lehhhh !  Idw my bad dreams to come true !
And i rmbed georgina telling me that if you dw a dream to come true, you must say it out ! So thats what I shall do ! Anyth for it to not come true ! hahaha !
Ok, so i dreamt that i woke up alr.. Then i got spammed by someone on my phone..
When I open and read those messages it was full of cruel and harsh words !
I cannot remember all the details ! But the message was supposed to be from a friend, then telling me to get lost, don't need my concern this kinda thing.. say i am stupid and i caused a lot of troubles i think? I WOKE UP AND IMMEDIATELY CHECKED MY PHONE ! Luckily there wasn't such messages.. *Phew* So, yupp, I guess that's about it.? Scare the shit outta me though.. (T_T)
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Ahh, I actually got so much to post that i'm not sure what to post now.. LOL..
I am actually looking forward to dinner really ! So long never have dinner with xiao didi alone le !
Both of us kind of busy with school, friends and everything else !
YAYE ! Lucky mom is not cooking today !
Ok, You guys must be thinking, if my mom cook, shouldn't i be eating w my xiao di..?
But NO. If my mom cooks, I am gonna be eating A-L-O-N-E.
Yes, my family style.. My bro eat at the comp table, while me eat at dining table.. But our dinner time different from my parents.. soo.. I don't really like to eat as a whole family, its awkward to me.. Esp if its at home.. ._.
But this doesn't mean that i am not close to my family.. Just the eating part.. Awkward.
Ok, this part is kinda random !
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I think I should end this post before I start to post stupid things...

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Someone made me angry ytd.. Even tho Idw to be angry, I can't help myself ! >:(
I sincerely feel that I shouldn't be angry cuz obviously I am not the priority ! But I am still angry. LOL. Cuz I think even as a friend, I will inform ! Responsibility bah !
Sighh..... Sorry that I can't maintain myself...

PS: This world is becoming to alien to me.. I am so afraid to face it now.. After what I see from what ppl can do when they're angry or they had enough of smth.. Fcuk la.. Why am I the one that can't take all these things.?? I couldn't sleep the whole night on fri cuz of some scary ppl that I don't even know ! How ppl play with feelings and play with your mind. How ppl leave you alone to rot to save themselves.. Arghh! I can't stand all these ! (T_T) Dowan to know, dowan to hear ! Yet I know I am suppose to face all these ! (T_T) Seriously! @^@#*&($^)*@^&!&(*!'

SMbeyondbluesky “这个世界上骗子太多，傻子明显不够用了。” Who's there to protect the sha zis.?? :/:/ 22 07 12 12:15 PM

Collages XD

At MeiTong's crib now..

Hope I can finish my Socio essay & powerpoint at her house !

Firstly, hehehe, this cute little girl thank me with this cute photo of her !

hahaha ! xoxo.

I managed to use my desktop to do a straight collage of her transformation! 

idk how to make it bigger... !! D:<

haha then since I am like talking about collage..

I tried some with iPhone app ! so ok, those who dw to see zilian photos can FO liao ! ^^

hehehehe ^^

Me without fringe sucks ! hahahaha !

Day by Day - T-ara

This song, etching itself to my mind..

Except that the grammar really..

Worse than mine.

Can't wait for Part2 of the MV :P

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Everyday I've got so much to say..

Everyday I've got so much to do..

Am i saying the right things? Am I doing things right?

I came to doubt that if I am living life right..

Le Sugaraddictx3 XD

Transformation of Vernesa Wong Chu Qian since I met her..

Hehehehhee ^^

Why you always cheat my feelings?!

hahaha, nah, actually i really love all her wigs ! 

& its hard to find someone who likes make-up here ! (:

Specially for you..

I wanted to make a collage.. But idk how, will you enlighten me then? :B

TADAAAAAAAAA!

She was straight hair, then she has curly hair, then she became a blonde, then she gt bangs, then she became pink then she "cut" her hair, then she have long hair again?!?! :D

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Haha, anw my bangs is long again..

Sooo.. I clipped up my hair today....

& It's kinda...... NERD.....

Tears that flows in two directions

Yesterday was a wonderful day except that I was so tired after Midnight on Friday :(
You girls dk how much i miss youuu ! <3
Yes ! Finally a real meet up with the other 4 girls !
I guess we are all ladies now.. bwahahaha !
So we went wendy's.. I was quite full so i had a chilli & cheese potato only~
Not bad not bad, YUM YUM !
Anw, the main thing is not the food. It's the ladies !
haha, I really had a great time wasting time with them.. Oh yah.. Waste time.. We really wasting time.. Just chatting around & laughing at ppl falling down at the ice-skating rink ! XP
But, who cares? I had a great time ! XDDD
xoxo my lovelies ! :D

With le old woman (:

Ok, she ranting at this caption now, but IDC ! :3

See the cute mini mirror Mandi's holding? Happy belated <3

Effect on effect ! So neoprint siah :O xoxo!

With the Maria ! (:

With Mandi !! so long no see her yoo! XOXO!

All the 5s polaroids ! <3 (hehe poor Marbleslab's girl helping us to take :O)

Before we part (T_T)

Yeah, we spammed loads of polaroids that day..

Like 20-30 films used.. The big ones & the small ones ^^

hehe, thanks Najiha & Samantha for the films ! <3

It was rather relief & heartwarming to see them..

& this was the first meet up that all five of us went..

Everytime someone would be busy/missing..

So, i hope there is going to be more of this really !

They make me feel normal. I am serious. Thanks girls :-*

I almost wanna cry when i gonna leave them ! hahaha !

All these unfeeling girls will think im crazy after reading this i tell you!

But yah, w these ppl in my life, no matter how screwed things are, i need to be strong, to face how they gonna suan me & my stupid actions :x hehehehe ~

xoxo, all the best in A levels girls ! Do your best, try try try !

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This July, this friend, officially? (hmm dk what word to use) left me. 

Left my life.. Then, I am letting another one off.. Ohmy what is wrong w me !

I've got no choice really !

Hey, I just met you & this is crazy, so I am not going to choose you!

hahaha, this is crazy really ! One month is not enough to break a friendship of one year, i say.

So...... Yah, i will trust who i wanna trust ! Maybe I am wrong, but maybe you're wrong too?

And you just prove to me once & once again not to believe your words.. chey !

As a friend, I tried my best to help ! Until I think I am embarrassing myself already you know?

为什么我需要拿自己的热脸贴你的冷屁股？没必要了吧？

要做朋友就做好来啦！什么都不懂，什么都不管，算什么？

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I don't cry doesn't means I have no feelings.

Fuck you for saying that okay.?! Yes, I am frigging pissed off when you said that to me.

If I have no feelings, why would I even care for you !!

& you as my good friend (Ok, idk if I am treated mutually), should know the best I don't cry easily.

Or rather, I cry at different kinds of things from others.

In front of you I guessed I only cried once? At genting? When I lost my phone, cuz I felt so guilty towards my dad & you for losing the photos?

Yah, so... Other things, I don't cry cus I put up a strong front. 

My tears flows backwards instead of flowing out so others wont see them and say that im weak.

If you don't know how much i was hurt, don't even judge ok.? For all you may know, i might be dying inside but I just dk how to say it out..

You asked me not to cry, you gave me the courage to stop those tears when they were about to fall. & now you say im heartless for not crying.. wtf seriously? wtf? Now you are the one that make me cry.

I know you are in a bad mood. I know you have your own problems. All I can say is, make a decision. Stop wavering in the middle of nowhere.. Uds what you want & get it okay? 

PS: Hate myself for being so naive & immature. I wish I myself could be more responsible & sort things out on my own, do my own things. How am I gonna survive without help? I am freaking noob! Argh! I think i am a disappointment to my mom.. I feel bad really.. But I am not helping! Seriously shiman, grow up??? Stop being so childish. Someone give me one tight slap to wake me up please? :( 

不是我想要的~

Not what I wanted...
I never want us to be like this..
But it seems like I have no choice now isn't it .?? You don't agree with my choice/decision.. Idk how to make you understand too.. So must we really go our separate ways now.?? Friends no more.?? yalah yalah.. you always say i got a lot of friends.. But sigh.. I really zhen xin de ba ni dang peng you.. its my fault to think i can just bomb everything to you without thinking of the consequences.. Now i guess i will have to pay for it.. You ignoring me, you giving me cold shoulders, you diao-ing me, you being sarcastic. I guess thats all part of us now.. Idk what to do to salvage this friendship anymore... I tried my best. I really tried. This is my max limit alr... Sorry that i disappoint you, i am not up to your standard. i am not fit to be your friend bah... T_T

PS: I finally have some balls to confront you.. thanks for replying halfway again lor? But at least now i kinda know what is going on. At least i don't feel like a stupid fool now ! But you still left me a lot of unanswered questions. Do not blame me when i fire them at you !

Crumbling

My world is crumbling..
My world is collapsing..
Unlike yours..
Don't compare..
What we are experiencing should be totally different..

you've got that someone still..
I have none. Totally busted..

& this friend have to disagree with me at this point of time..
You don't know how much i want you to agree with me ! Its not as long as i am happy ! Idw you to be unhappy w me too ! You're of great importance to me! (dk if u believe or not since you think that i'm a selfish bitch who thinks of myself only). I really hope that you can understand my decision and choice. I'm not thinking only about myself. i'm thinking for them too. & tell me, why are we quarreling cuz of them? i don't even get it now. I just want everything to be back to normal.. is it wrong to think this way? Its definitely an act of foolishness. Cannot be forgiven? Idk. I always aim to forgive ppl. do my best in forgiving since forgetting is always the hardest. So if forgetting is so hard even for a stm girl like me, its even harder for others isn't it.? why not do my best to let them have as little quarrels as possible.?

A wise man once said: be careful with words.. cuz once theyre said, they can only be forgiven but not forgotten.
For me, actions likewise. i choose to forgive. & i need your support. idw to lose someone in this manner.. :(

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PS: Will you tell me what in the world is happening.??? :(

Desires filled (:

Posting about all the events once again ! <3

Hope you people aren't bored with my life !

1. Amazing Spiderman (29062012)

with my amazing shuttlers <3 @ Lot One (:
Half of us are in poly/jc/ite. Not in sec sch anymore.. Whenever we meet for movie tho, its still in CCK. Our new friends will be like, WHAT?! Why you watch at such ulu ulu place?! Why are yall watching at such a lousy and unknown theatre.?! To me, the location is not the one that matters most. It's the peopleee! I see weiling's phone w our group photo, my cover photo too, lsb's desktop & who else with our group photo on their screen?! <3 xoxo. Shows how much we really care isn't it?! :D Don't tell me cus the background nice ! I BOX U AH !

haha, anyway, Amazing Spiderman is really amazing, check out the trailer & go & watch it oki.? (:

2. Badminton & Madagascar3 (01072012)

with XiaoXin & Christine ! <3 My princesses ! 

Hehe, we were supposed to be playing badminton like "hardworkingly" at amk park.. but... WE FAILED. The weather too hot & we can't seem to find badminton courts ! HAHAHA, So we went AMK HUB to watch Madagascar 3 as three of us haven't watch it yet (: I think that its a movie worth watching too ! Funny & kinda touching.. the environmental part.. mm.. seems im kinda environmental.. so yah, kinda meaningful to me (:

TADAAA! ALFRO ALFRO!   

3. Law Investiture <3 (06072012)

It was an awesome photo-taking day ! Esp with the B1L04/11 people ! :D hehe ! But i dont have all the photos now.. D: So mehhh ~ haha! But overall proud of the Law Inc Exco really ! :D AWESOMEEE! I have high expectations, ah, no lah, i think they will do really good ! hehe ^^ Cherie Ling will definitely be a good president ! Will try to go for events ! <3

PHOTOOOOOS ~ LOW QUALITY THO ~

Waiting for those taken with DSLR & Samsung Galaxy Node(KEVIN U BTR UPLOAD!)

B1L04 Girls ! xoxo.

Lucky Clement w 2 ladies !! LOL !

After how many times then I finally took a nice photo with Chan ! :/

& Lastly otw to woodlands with George & Kev! Hope you enjoyed the movie! 

4. Rong's farewell (': (06072012-07072012)

I am not writing all the cheena things here for her la.. tho i love her a lot a lot ! Retarded girl, Chen Rong Rong ! Haha, i guess id dedicate a post on QQ for her :b

Sooo, we had fun at Kbox last night till 5.30am?!

blehh :B I drank a lot i think..? As in this is most i drank when im out w them.. Normally I don't drink w them so much :/ hahaha ~ But luckily still not drunk (:

Idk whether to be happy or sad to have this group of friends... ahhh hahahaha !

Rongrong, Meitong, Liping, Huixian, Rax, Jeremy, Clement, Leonard & Me kinda stayed thru~ Linfang came for a while (: 

Ok, idk what to say, posting this, i feel like crying.. I get all emotional ! Arghh.. IMY RONG!

Goodbye.

With the main girl of the night ! <3

Cute boy acting cute?! WTFF!

Finally another photo w Leonard! Lost the photos in genting!!

We Act cute with Meitong first..

Then we act cool with Jeremy! :B

All the girls ! xoxo.

Teaching Jeremy zilian skills! LMAO for this pic really!

All of us (':

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PS: This goodbye, do you even know what it means.?? :'(

You can do it !

林诗漫，你行的！
怎么越说自己行的，就越觉得自己不行呢？

Disappointment :(

So disappointed.
Not only with pple, but also with myself.
I couldn't believe what I just read.
It's too much for me to take it.

You. Are. Too. Much.
Ok, shall whack first.
Couldn't believe myself. So stupid.
To get cheated once again ! hmph !
I mean ! I thought everybody was good, really good !
Yet you just prove me wrong again !
What's beneath your mask that I uncover.. Is full of ugliness....
Your timeline, doesn't even make sense to me.
You are just one of that kind. Not any better.
Thanks for giving me the chance to see your true colours..
I finally get it now. I am just another toy, another tool.. To satisfy your wants.
I am utterly disappointed.
I cannot take this anymore.
I give up.
You made me stop believing.
Idk how to trust anymore.. xie xie ni hen duo.

I am disappointed w myself cuz..
There are things that I could tell anyone except for those who care for me.
Cuz they will worry, scold & whack me.
So, its so hard to open up to them !
Idw them to see me unhappy, angry or whatsoever.
I want to be strong for them. For my family & for my friends !
Idw them to worry !!!!
I hate it this way !!!!

And also the dumb me for putting in too much sometimes.
At the wrong time actually.
I can go bang wall already please.
Speaking of this, I am really guilty max !

There is this one boy,
who will call me cry baby despite my strong front.
who will guai lan me whenever possible.
who will always ask me to treat him things.
who gets punched by me whenever im in a foul mood.
Cuz he knows, he knows when i am down.
He knows when to let me let off my steam.
He is my xiao di di ! Eagon Lim Shi Bin ! :p
Heeheheeeeeeee...........
Almost. Almost cried in front of him again today..
Budden, i held on ! YAY !
& hell yeah he kinda kena whacked by me since the moment he met me after sch till we head home..
Poor him.. Yet he got no complains !
My punching bag number 1 ! <3

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PS: Where is my number 3 ?? (:


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Btw i found smtth really meaningful from Cherie's blog that i wanna share here..
Credits: http://tosmiletotheworld.blogspot.sg/
I think its so true. For me at least. Idk about other ppl though..

I laugh a lot when I am sad.

I sleep a lot a lot when I am sad.

Err, not just lonely.. It's just a way of distress for me.

And, i like to eat chips too ! (Huixian observed this from my actions, i didn't even realise it myself)

Keeping secrets, hmm, HOW CAN I TELL YOU.?!

Can't cry means weak? Gosh, I AM DAMN WEAK! LOL! I don't really believe this tho? Hope it isn't trueeee ! Cuz I really don't cry much okay !

& the rest, i think quite true ! Hmmm...

Interesting :x