Thursday, February 7, 2013

Wrong ones

Having insomnia for the past two days! So not me seriously!! /:

是否回忆,有时令你嘴角上扬,有时也能让你潸然泪下。Memories. They have the ability to make you smile, but also the power to make your tears roll.

Sometimes I really feel guilty towards certain people. Those that I feel that I don't put enough effort to connect with them and all that. A lot, a lot of them. Putting my effort at the wrong places and at the wrong ones. As always. Hais, shiman ah shiman, why you so lousy?

I miss those times where you treat me well and I treat you well back. You give me your 100% and I give you my best too. But this world shows me that even if you give pple you best, they might give you just part of themselves and that part might not even be real. This is how cruel this scary society is. Ive learnt that for now. Not going to be the stupid one that keeps giving in without assessing what the other party give in exchange anymore. Faith in humanity broken, totally. So what if everybody lies, no one is listening and taking things seriously isn't it.??

多少美好的东西消失和毁灭了,世界还像什么事也没有发生。是的,生活在继续着。可是,生活中的每一个人却在不断地失去自己最珍贵的东西。生活永远是美好的;人的痛苦却时时在发生。——《平凡的世界》

PS: What an irony to always be thinking about the one that you aren't suppose to be thinking about and not caring for those that should be cared for. (Like how I always miss my niece instead of showing my bro more concern? But she is the cutest thing alive and I'm thankful for all the joy that she brought to me ^^) Fuck off the wrong ones /:

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